I'm in the same position you are. No one is behind me on this. My stepmom keeps trying to talk me out of it. Even after I keep explaining why I am doing it, she doesn't think its Ok. My best friend told me tonight she honestly thinks its me being lazy. I can't stop crying. I am so excited about this, but all of the negativity is hard to not pay attention to. Especially when I am always there for them.