SweetCrazySarah

There was no prior indication that there was anything amiss. I lost the required wieght, etc. When they got in there, they said there was some difficulty with the way my fat was carried. Essentially that it was too thick in one area and prevented the Surgeon from sewing the band on effectively. ( She said the tool was actually bending.) She pulled out, decided to have me lose more weight. I was 330 at the time (give or take a few pounds since there was a period of time between my pre-op wiegh-in and the surgery.) Now they think 300 would be a better weight, but once I get there she will reevaluate and decide if I should lose more.

To tell you the truth, I'm a bit nervous this time and I think it's affecting my weightloss. I fear going in again and not getting it done one more time. This first time took me a while to accept that anger. I think if there is a no-band surgery again, that anger will come in a huge flood.

I dunno. I have my next weigh in on the 9th. I'm kinnd of stuck in the 315 range. I'm not sure if I will make my 300 pounds this month. But I also know that I can do this liquid diet thing forever. (I'm no longer sticking to it 100%. Just mostly.)