Thanks for everyones support. When I got off here I started researching some things and I am starting to feel better. I know I definitely need to pick up alot more excercise since I am at home with the kids. Chris 61 -I lost my insurance and COBRA was something we just can't do at the moment, my husband was out of work after being hopsitalized and barely started his job and his benefits won't start until after his 90 days. I haven't had a second fill and I was reading that it takes a few...alot of these things were never explained to me. Thanks Shortgal...I did alot of reading, found out alot. Like I said I feel a little bit better. Do I have to stay with the same surgeon or can I switch ?? I have soooo many questions and that Dr. is toooo busy to deal with them, they never get back to you...anyways...thanks again everyone!