her1981

It is so hard sometimes to read people talk about what fat whales they were at the weight I am at currently, and how they couldn't do xyz. When I feel great at this weight and I can do basically anything I want to. That is just our lot when we start out at a really high BMI. I wish at 130lbs down I was in wonderland, but I'm not, I still have a long way to go. I try not to let it get me down, and that is one of the reasons it is good to take a break from forums. This micro WLS world, isn't reality. I'm regular chunky to thick for an African American, but in the broader american culture I'm still fat. If I never lost anymore weight, I'm good at a 14/16. Still aiming for that Gucci size 12 though.