I am 59 and having surgery tomorrow. I am so excited to met the new me. I want to play in the floor with my grandchildren, ride water rides again, and just have fun. I have worked hard, raised wonderful children, have great grandkids,and have a wonderful husband. I wnt to be around for a long time. I know if I do not change my life FOREVER I will not be here. Now it is time for ME! I am self pay also, I just keep telling myself that I am worth it.