notforthefaint

well folks...it has been a while...like a long while but I figured wth? might as well post an update! I am officially 6 years post op. My current weight is at 188 I never did hit my "goal" weight but honestly totally fine with that, I still maintain that this surgery was the BEST thing I EVER did for myself. Working on ditching 23lbs but overall? Thrilled to be where I am at. For any of you new folks...don't give up! You got this! xxxooo

Hoping everyone is doing GREAT! Hard to believe that my 2 year surgi-versary is just months away!!! WOW!!

UPDATE time! been a long long time since I have been in here. So it's safe to say it's about time! TODAY I am Officially 1 year and 5 months out today. WOW! the time sure is zipping by! seems so odd to see that typed out! let's hit those stats! Starting weight 251 Surgery day weight 238.8 Weight today – 180 (I had gained for the holidays and I was at 188 on January 1st) Total current loss – 71 lbs Goal weight - 135 DREAM goal weight - 125 So what have I been doing? or not doing? wellllllllll for starters after SCREAMING when I saw the scale on January 1st I reigned myself and Sylvia (my stomach) back in and got back to the basics and back on track!! What does that mean for me? means Protein protein protein FIRST seems like the simplest of things and yet why do we stray? because we just fucking do, that's why! hahaha so yeah I have been keeping my carbs under 100 grams a day (I actually try for under 50 but give myself the leeway) Water water and more water and yes I STILL struggle with this and I still use the hydrocoach app but I tend to ignore it. not good. (however working out has certainly helped me get water in!) tracking in MyFitnessPal I have been able to work out hard for the first time since my accident in June! I joined Orange Theory Fitness and I am loving it! It's not easy but I feel it's efficient, motivating and I love that I know exactly how many calories I have burned. I also joined their weight loss challenge so it's a good way for me to be accountable since I have to go a minimum of 3 times a week to stay in the contest. I have been averaging 4 times a week! woot woot! I also went back to using my wean green jars for food (pictured below) they are six ounce jars and the perfect portion size. If it doesn't fit in there then it's too fucking much and I ain't eating it! LOL! also stopped eating those horribly yet wonderfully addictive wasabi rice crackers! those crunchy spicy little fuckers were going to kill me and Sylvia if I didn't stop! I also have released myself from the obligation of always cooking. I am tired of tossing food in the bin, it makes me feel incredibly guilty (having parents that were born in 196/1933 doesn't help that guilt) so instead I have been shopping a lot at the Italian market by my house, they do a lot of premade items that are GREAT including seared ahi tuna and they also make zoodles which I LOVE! So I find I am eating different stuff (which keeps me entertained) and I am not wasting food which is good. What else is going on? this past month at the end turned surprisingly and unexpectedly stressful for me and my son when my ex-husband informed me he is moving out of FL to MA. I was pretty upset because that greatly impacts my son and if any of you know me at all you know that my son is my EVERYTHING he is my why and even typing that out put tears in my eyes. The good part of it...I didn't OVEREAT out of stress. That is really a fucking miracle!! Because no one pisses me off or spins me into a rage quite like my ex-husband and the stupid selfish shit that he does. I am happy to say it seems we have somewhat come to an agreement that will work and hopefully over the next two months it will all get finalized. I just want my son to be ok and I know it's not going to be easy on him. let's see...what else? I realized that I still identify with the fat person. In the gym I see the big girl or guy and I think, that's me...but it's not. not anymore. It's so weird. Sorta goes hand in hand with shopping and picking up items that are WAY too big yet I think they'd fit me. Not sure how long it will take to sort that out in my head but I am working on it. I actually want to run up to every overweight person I see and SCREAM YOU DON'T HAVE TO FEEL THAT WAY anymore!! YOU CAN CHANGE IT!!! but I know they have to be the person to have that epiphany. I know in my heart that this is the best thing that I have ever ever ever done for myself (other than having my son) and the only regret I have is that I could have done it sooner. I do plan on making up for lost time, that is for sure. So keep at it my fellow sleevers, we are on a mission and it's a good one! Don't give up. EVER because I sure as hell don't plan on giving up.

How exciting!! Best of luck to you tomorrow! I remember that feeling so well! You are going to do GREAT!

I know exactly how you feel but I bet just like me you don't plan on stopping till you get where you are going!!! Congratulations on your one year surgiversary and kudos on the hard work!!

Just a reminder that anyone interested in joining the facebook support group I run (it is a private secret group) please feel free to instant message me. It is a small group of positive, fun and encouraging sleevers. We have members in all stages (at goal, almost at goal, pre & post surgery) Best of luck on your journey!

good luck! you are well on your way!

So I went for my 1 year surgery follow up yesterday and I am happy to say that my surgeon and bariatric nurse are both thrilled with my progress! Blood work is on point! My Protein, sugars, D's and B's are perfection! Iron is a bit low but we knew that already! I've still got 50 or so to go but I'll get there!! Thanks to my surgeon Jason Radecke for being the best fairy-god father a girl could ask for! ♡♡♡ Down a little over 70 lbs. I am a slow loser and I am not complaining! Here is to another fantastic year and best of luck to all the 2016 September Sleevers!!

HAPPY SURGIVERSARYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY and congrats on that 100lb loss!!! FANTASTIC!!!

WAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! Ok my September Sleevers! Some of you are having surgiversaries this month and some of you are just beginning your journey! Either way September is a magical month and I wish each of you the best and nothing but success in this journey!

Got ya! 10 days in the grand scheme of things is tiny. Just remember that and hang in there the best you can!

Morning! my first question for you would be what shakes are you drinking? and what bars? some are far sweeter than others. some I can't or couldn't eat at all. I wouldn't worry so much about getting them all in, if you can't then you can't. do make sure you are getting in all of your water perhaps even try watering down the shakes too so they aren't as sweet?

oh I have to share this morning because I am SO excited! I finally hit that even #! 70lbs down since my surgery! wahoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!! over halfway to my goal!