kim9

I suppose I'm most afraid of the financial burden (cashed out investments to cash pay after we found out 6 weeks in, our insurance doesn't cover at all!) and down the road my weight loss tool doesn't work either. I'm also afraid something could come up and my surgery will need to be delayed. & I don't want extreme pain so everyone sees what a baby I really am! This process has been an emotional roller coaster for me. I guess I'm so ready to put it all behind me (: Sept 22 hurry & get here!! Godspeed everyone & good luck (: