amanda.thomas

Hello! My name is Amanda I'm 34 will be 35 in November. I've been married going on 15 yrs in October. I have 3 beautiful daughters 14, 12 & 8. I've been over weight since I was 19. The scale kept going up & up for the last 15 yrs. I've told my self over & over I can do this on my own but I never have any success. I'm sitting right now at 291 it makes me depressed just thinking abt that number & I'm only 5'3 . Sometimes I don't feel that heavy & then when I walk by a mirror & I see that I am that heavy. We had a party for my husband for his 35 birthday & my niece video taped part of it & of course I was in the whole part she taped & when I watched that video I got so pissed at my self for letting my self get that big. That's when I really started looking into WLS. I've just begun this journey. There are so many things I want to do with my girls that I can't right now & it's not fair to them. So hopefully in Oct or Nov I will be on the road to loosing for good.