abtaylor1

I am just starting out my process. I went to the interest meeting and my 1st nutrition appointment. I have an endoscopy this wednesday the 20th and I'm a little nervous about that. I have about 6 doctors appointments all in the next 30 days and I am getting nervous about the surgery. I dont have a date yet but I know its not that far off. On one hand I am so excited for it to happen. I cant have the surgery soon enough. i have so many things that i want to do that i cant because of my weight. On the other hand I am terrified because i am 21 and i have been big my whole life and i have never had to have surgery before.