Ribs that's what i would of had for new years.
been doing well on on foods eat 3 times 1 to 2 oz's .
told not to snack.
one thing that seems to make me hungry is drinking things that taste
sweet even if it's sugarless.
cristal lite after a hour or two makes me feel like sharkes on a
blood frenzy (which was life before banded).
most late night craving are going away .
seems to have goten better after hitting bottom.
craving where so bad 29Th, went to bed and dreamed about food.
In my dream remember being at my mothers house and
sneaking a piece of home made candy off a cookie sheet,
both mother and wife caught me and were really let into me
and could see the sadness in there faces .
this dream seemed so real even the food smelled real.
What ideas and feelings came from this dream , still stick with me.
the surgery and going though all this,
getting suport of family ,wife doing my chores because can't do much bending or lifting and her trying to make that little food tase its best.
Having this once in alife time to reset the bad choices . if others are willing
to help me so much then I better be willing to help myself.
Food always was my best friend , now i know food was killing
me .
Your best friend does not kill you