Fanny,
I am an emotional eater and really enjoy food, so I too was worried about what I would be giving up. Now that I have had the op, although I still day dream about huge steak dinners, it is really empowering to have taken away the control food had over me. I have already lost 10 kgs (3 post op) and I only had the surgery 5 days ago. I am noticing a difference in clothes and can see light at the end of a very dark weight tunnel. My surgery was moved forward and I freaked a little but it was better to have it sooner. Good luck you won't regret your decision.
Cheers,
TMG