Called Betty. She asked a few questions like are you eating too fast and too much at once? Well, I tend to take too big of bites and rush when I am eating. I have to be at work at 7am and have 30 minutes for lunch. I tend to rush. I am trying to slow down but some things are still getting caught. She also emphasized the need for protien and I am not getting much of that. I went back to the fish again yesterday. That is my only friendly meat lately. Breakfast is oatmeal. The Quaker weight control brand has 7 grams protien.
I wish I could throw up. It would ease the pain. I start to hickup,then belch, choke and go through the entire thing again. My chest is so sore from this choking. If it is not better by Monday, I will go back to see Dr. Heiker. I had my hot chocolate first thing this morning. Then you need to wait an hour because of not drinking (am I right?). So, I have got up at 5:30am to drink the hot chocolate so that I can wait an hour and consume the oatmeal (see I have 30 minutes to get to work and eat the oatmeal). Right now, my stomach is growling like crazy but it is only 11am. I have had 2 cups of coffee, a glass of Water and some crystal light trying to waterlog myself so that I am not hungry.
Oh, the madness. I think I am doing something wrong.
Do you come to the meetings?