I missed the gym more than I care to mention this week. In turn I have avoided the scales too. Not this morning though, I put my big girl panties on and stepped on...101 pounds down! So freaking excited:)
Congratulations on the milestone! We all know how hard it is even with the surgery, so hang your head high girl.
As for the gym, don't worry about the past, focus on the future. Work on your motivation. Make a playlist to pump you up. I happen to know a few really good Prince songs...