Anna Gutierrez

Downsizing diva we must be twins. I am 6 wks today postop and have had horrible anxiety and depression. I never had huge issues with this before surgery only with postpartum depression. I have trouble every morning, dry heving, anxiety, sad thoughts. Nothing like me at all is really happy anymore. I don't care about the weight loss anymore I just want to be happy again. I don't like that my husband and kids see the low that I am at. I am supposed to be strong for them but this low was pretty far. I had thoughts of suicide 3 wks postop and have never been suicidal before. I never thought that I would go into such a depression. I am on meds now but still get anxiety and nausea all day. I am seeing a psychiatrist and therapist. Just hope this gets better soon. Going to work is difficult now. Hope you come thru your troubles quickly.

I have been having issues joining the Facebook page but would really like some support. Anna Gutierrez, with a picture of me with my kids in car

Today I went to mental health and they put me on meds to help with my obsessive worrying. I worry that I have ruined my body, what if it pops open, what if I get sick and I can't get anything in or keep it down, what if I die, what if my husband dies, etc. It has been a rollercoaster. I don't have pain and I don't mind to small portions I don't like that I feel different and my family can sense that I am freaking out. It's horrible, if I knew that I would feel so much regret , guilt, and shame wouldn't have done this. I don't like feeling anxiety and tension.

I had my sleeve done on February 12, and all I feel is regret. It makes me so sad to think about what I've done to myself. I am full of worry all the time and feel like i am going to have anxiety attacks daily. I worry about freaking out, I just feel ashamed of making this decision. They say it will get better but right now I can't see how.