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I've thought long and hard. My surgery is coming up 3/16/15 and my wife is the only person that knows. I want to tell me fried s but they are all SMALL and in good shape. And one friend love him I do, but he is a idiot and just wouldn't understand. I fear telling people for the fact of being judged. I still can't believe I have to have a procedure to loose weight. So I guess it has to do with me being able to confront the facts

It has to be anxiety Cuz my surgery is on 3/16 and yesterday I woke up feeling like I was sick. Just Pray man. Take the Meds until Friday I hope ur good.

My surgery is Monday 3/16. I have not told my close friends as of yet, To be honest. I'm afraid of being judged. What many people don't understand is that a lot of work still needs to be done even after a gastric process. I fear as the weight falls and I attack the gym as I have been doing so for the last 6 months. I will be judged. The funny thing is most of the time when we meet we do so over wings and beer (I don't drink they do) if not wings it's always some type of food. But they are all small. I'm the biggest one there. Ok I'm babbling how and why should I tell my close friends. My wife is very supportive. She sees the struggle 1st hand.

GNC has Lean 25. That I've been using a lot of. Being that I'm on the road a lot. They stay cold in the truck in this weather.

Like the title of the feed. I started my Protein shakes and clear diet on 3/2nd. I can't lie I had a "Food Funeral". That Sat & Sun. To be honest I couldn't go as hard as I thought bcuz. The mindset has changed over the last 8 months. But I did enjoy