Joebravo

I am very angry about keeping the weight off....This is life or death for me..If Anger is what I need or use to fuel my motivation to stay in the gym and out of the kitchen then so be it.....I am speaking only about me and fully understand how this is no way to behave out in public....In some ways I am just venting...Sorry if I Offened anyone .....I still got 100 pounds to go and I am going to get there no matter what I have to do .....I am hungry for weight loss

Perhaps...but I feel very strongly about going back and gaining the weight as I have seen many others do a few years after the surgery....I will do what I have to to keep the weight off...This is life or death for me.. This is how I feel...Not that it means anything to this big world...My personal thoughts about me....

Yep....You watch them eat all that bad food and you know the damage they are doing to their bodies... How can you like that...I can't eat much but I am happy I can't.....Fat People are disgusting and if that helps me keep off the weight a day longer then I will continue to feel that way..... I want to feel good about myself and I enjoy other people being jealous of my weight loss...I am going thru all of this discomfort for a reason. I want to be healthy and I want to weight 200 pounds less thatn I did when I started...I deserve to be praised and they deserved to be insulted for being lazy fat idiots.... Take that anyway you like...but the truth hurts .....My lazy fat idiot days are over.....I run 6 times a day and watch what I eat...I am almost a Vegan now....I get lots of praise now....Can't help that Fat folks get insults....Not my fault....I made the changes and they should too.... Feeling sorry for Fat lazy folks will not help them....Glad I am doing the things to no longer be one of them That type of living is almost worst than being dead....Being fat is being dead..... Truth hurts.......Somebody got to say....I feel alive now......I used to be fat and I used to be dead.... Damn I am so glad I made the changes.......

Take your time....It tooks years to gain it and it will take months to lose it.....No rush...Just take it day to day.... The weight will come off and you will be very happy about your choice to have it...Smelling food will not bother you....You will not be able to eat it for about 8 weeks no smelling it will not matter.....Good luck on your journey

Thank you.....You are right.....I said I know it is wrong.....but I was just speaking my truth about the way I feel.....I can fully understand where you stand....I thank you again for the advice..... I refuse to be fat again and I will never eat that way again in my life....Like I said I really see myself in them...I hate myself for ever being fat and now I love myself.....When I see fat people I see me....That is what I dislike or hate...I used to hate myself....Now I love the new me.....will die before I go back to living that way......

If I was you and I would go on 30 days leave and have the surgery like the first or second day of leave...Then once I returned I would invest in Protein shakes/liquids.....Now if you get deployed and have to eat mre's...Then that is something you have to deal with.....because it may be months before you can eat any of that mess....You can always drink Water and protien and you will live until you can get back to a regular diet.... You medical needs should be the most important thing....If I was a person that could be deployed I would not do the surgery...but If i was someone that was just stationed overseas or doing service...I would do it and keep it to myself...You only need about 6 months before you can get normal foods....If your weight is causing you trouble...The surgery might be more important....Also remember ...You will go thru pain with or without the surgery...The pain of gettting in shape does not change....I am down 100 pounds and I still feel the pain of exercise....It is not as bad as before but it is still painful....I was in the military....I was fat but I just worked out...I would not have wanted to have the surgery in the service unless I was about to retire.....

Yea Delia Street....You should have said something because maybe that young kid would have remebered it.... Some strange person telling her to not drink sodas...We need people to get in our face and tell us to stop doing the bad things to our bodies..... The foods are about makihg money....Cheap foods that taste good....No health benifits at all.... Just grease and salt and sugar..... Everything....Everywhere you look....You see people just feasting on a hat box of popcorn fulled with butter....feasting on a corn dog as long as your arm....I go to the mall to walk and I smell the fried foods before I get inside.....I see the people in lines with thier guts hanging out their clothes and I see the poor kids eating mounds of grease, salt and sugar...... seems nobody cares about it until they about to die.....That is my story...I didnt care until my health was so bad I was almost dead.......

Yea....It really is my own fear to return back to the way I was....I see myself in them... I see my reflection in their faces when I see them.....It is nothing personal but I see fat people as ghosts......Hauting me from the past...... I have got to get more serious and lose more weight...

I know it is wrong but the more weght I lose and go thur the pain and struggle to do it. The more I am starting to dislike fat people who stuff themesleves with food. Seeing them at the malls eating up all the fried foods and swallowing down the soft drinks makes me mad....Yes in many ways it motivates me to stay on the right path but as I become a smaller person I feel my opinion changing about fat people. Yea I know I used to be one of them but damn this is how I am starting to feel...

Go slow and you can feel a pain as the food falls....That tells you whatever you are eating you body does not want it or like it.... Sometimes i can only drink Water...My body is very sensitive to food...It has to be something that has no sugar, no fat and no grease.....Once I eat something that I am not suppose to eat and I dump.....My body becomes even more sensitive..... Sometimes I can even drink water without dumpinng if I dump that day..... That requires me to continue to force fluids down my throat and puke until I clean out the stuff that has caused me to puke..... You do not want to go thur that.....

Hey Lovexjesus....If you don't chew your food..You will dump....If you eat some Cake or Ice Cream... You gonna dump....It hurts.....You puke a few times.....You roll over on the floor in agony...... You feel like your belly is going to burst......Then in about a hour.....You feel better but you Belly seems to be more tender and less tolerant to food...... If you have not dumped....Keep walking that straght path.....That is the best direction to go.....

Simple....Stick to the eating plan...Just because you can eat anything does not mean you should. You should only cheat on rare occassions if you want to lose the weght and keep it off.... Eating anything will stop your weight loss and you will start to gain weight....Then you are going to realy be upset...

Doc just took me off the Meds...My Blood Pressure was way to low and they were surpized I did not faint...The Water saved me.....Because I drink so much water I was able to prevent the fainting......If you have the surgery....You got to have you PCP review your meds....

I think I might try the peanuts.....Even some Peanut Butter.....I love having the surgery but I hate having to eat so slow...... It is a stuggle for me...

Yea but like I said it was nice to be able to eat something other than Yogurt and cheese..... Before the Surgery I never threw up....SInce I dump all the time...Mostly because I eat too fast...I am not used to eating a small piece of food and then waiting before I eat another small piece....The Fuyons did not do that to me...I could eat them back to back..... If anyone out there is about to lose their mind and want a small break try those Snacks and you can live to fight another day....3 funyons will not make you gain weight..but the pleasure of he taste was wonderful..... I would rather my breath smell like Onions than Puke....That really won't get you laid...