BELIEVE ME I was right there with you when I first began back in December. It was rough in the beginning, but what you come to realize is that it's not just a body transformation you're aiming for. It's a lifestyle change. And you can totally do it. I know you can Give yourself credit, you've gotten all this way! And still more to go. Focus on one thing at a time. If you focus on the things too far up the road, you'll end up tripping over smaller obstacles right in front of you and then they become bigger issues than they were to begin with, know what I mean? Good luck to you!!