Hi all -
I'm really not proud of what I'm about to say, but I would really like some advice on what to do next.
I'm getting surgery in 8 days, and I've lost 10 pounds on the pre-op liquid diet. On Wednesday, I broke up with my boyfriend of 2 years. Not to sound cliche and dramatic, but it really broke me. I kind of spiraled into a depressive state and last night I binged ate SO much food. Yesterday morning I had lost a total of 14 pounds but after weighing myself today I had gained four back. Now because I am really heavy, I tend to fluctuate 3-4 pounds from morning to evening anyway. However, I'm so incredibly worried what this is going to do for my surgery.
I have been waiting for this surgery date for over a year and I had been doing SO well on this diet. I'm really unmotivated and I'm scared that even if I stick to the diet every day, and continue to work out for an hour and a half daily it won't be enough.
Has anyone had the surgery cancelled on them?
I'm so upset with myself