Elainecamsun

My name is Elaine.  I was sleeved on October 9,2014.  My starting weight was 293 in January.   I didn't loose all the weight my surgeon wanted me to.  I an diabetic and when my  insulin was increased I gained weight.  I was able to lose what I gained plus a few pounds more.  My surgeon took all that in to consideration. I have always been heavy, but the last 25 years became out of control.  I was ok with it, just felt that this is the way I am wired.  I felt it bothered other people more than it bothered me.  My main reason for surgery is the diabetes.  I don't want to go on dialysis or lose my eye sight or a limb.  All other diets failed,  this is the last resort,
 
At almost 4 weeks out,   I admit I have had my share of pity parties.   Crying and really hating life.  Feeling sorry for myself and regretting having surgery.  I couldn't get past the liquid stage.  I wanted real food.   I have one more day of puree and then I will be starting soft foods.  Still looking forward to having more than 3 ounces at a time.  
 
I am finally past the pity parties and no longer regret having the surgery and look forward to a very active life.
 
I appreciate the support and ideas I have seen on bariatric pal.   Thank you so much for being there!