You are not alone! I'm 4 days post op and sometimes I wonder what the hell did I get myself into? Logically, I DO know, but today was my worst day. Luckily, I don't have a lot of pain, but I have a drain and its freaking me out. I took a shower for the first time today and I hate feeling so vulnerable and needy. I'm very lucky, my husband has been amazing, a real trooper. I'm just feeling sorry for myself and have been struggling to get all my protein, liquids, meds, and vitamins in each day. With my husband's help, we came up with a chart to help me with my daily intake. He thought that might help me see how much I am getting in rather than focusing on what I may be missing. *just take a breath* I tell myself, one step, one day at a time. Thanks for listening.