OMG - I thought I was the only one that went through the daily regime of emotional disturbances. I am doing the EXACT same thing. I have finally decided that I can go through these emotions everyday - BUT at the end of the day I am going to take 1 hour for me that has nothing to do with WLS.
Since it is not yet that time I would like to add that I am currently freaked and researching the boards lol. In about an hour I will be calm and talking myself off the ledge.
Thank you to everyone putting advice and info out there! Its appreciated!