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yeah U R right Steve no doubt about it I am getting banded... I just hope that I am one of those people that only need a few fills. Cause the way I hate needles man it's bad LOL!! Just hope the numbing stuff works 100% ... It's won't be too bad if I don't feel and don't look at it.

Lol.... Ohhhh I Hope That Won't Be Too Bad!! Do If Feel Pain After You Leave?? I Just Hate Needs ... I Once Freaked Out On This Lady In A Lab Taking My Blood Cause She Walked In With This Big Ass Needle ... I Was Like Where's The Butterfly Needle Lol!!

Husband!!! No Hard Feelings Lol I Was Like Wtf A Few Months Ago 2!!

Will Tricare Be Approving The Fills As Well ... I Need To Know Cause My Dh Is Miltary ... And We Have Tricare ... But As Long As I Work My Insurance Comes First.

They Check Your Ovaries ... How Often Your Periods Are... It Just Blood Work And Ultrasounds... But I Am Surprised You Havent Lost Any ??

Bandster Why Wont You Go An Get Tested For The Pcos ... They May Be Able To Put You On Something To Help You ... Are You Banded Yet ??

I WASN'T LAUGHING AT THIS SECTION BANDSTER BUT NOT THAT U MENTION IT ... DO YOU HAVE PCOS ?? CAUSE I DO TOO... I WAS JUST DIAGNOSED THOUGH... AND SOMETIMES I DONT FEEL HORNY AND AT OTHER TIMES I DONT BUT ME AND MY HUSBAND DO SEE EACH OTHER OFTEN SO WE GO AT IT LIKE CRAZY WHEN WE DO ... BUT I THINK THE PCOS STUFF DEFINETELY PLAYS APART IN IT BECAUSE I DONT FEEL SEXY WITH THE "NOT LIKEING MY APPEARANCE" SYMPTOM

LMAO!! GO FOR IT BANDSTER... MY DH IS MILITARY AND HE IS HOT TOO... DAMN IS HE SEXY ... 6 PAC ... NICE BUFF ARMS ... OHHH HE LOOKS SO DAMN GOOD!! HE WILL BE HOM ON FRIDAY FOR THE HOLIDAYS U GUYS MIGHT NOT SEE ME MUCH HE BUT JUST THINK ... OHHHH I KNOW WHAT APPLES IS DOING LOL BOBBING FOR APPLES LMAO!! BUT I LIKE THE COUPON IDEA... AND THE POINT SYSTEM. I WILL BE ABLE TO DO MORE THINGS LIKE THIS ONCE I GET TO TX WITH HIM HE WAS STATIONED THERE AND HE HAD TO LEAVE BEFORE ME ... I SHOULD BE THERE NO LATER THAN MARCH!! SO HOPEFULLY I WILL BE BANDED AND LOOKING SLIMMER ME SO WE CAN GET IT INNNNNN!!! LOL ... WE ARE GETTING THE DAMN SWING AND THE BALL!! BUT ALSO BANDSTER IF YOUR HUSBAND IS DIABETIC THAT WOULD AFFECT THE SEX... MY FRIENDS BF IS DIABETIC AND HE CAN'T GET HARD AND HE IS 48 ... THAN ONCE HE GETS HARD HE CAN KEEP IT THAT WAY SHE IS VERY FUSTRATED CAUSE THEY USED TO BE REAL FREAKS !! AND HE DOESN'T WANNA GO AND GET HELP ... THE DOC TOLD HIM IF HE LOSES WEIGHT HIS DIABETES WILL GO AWAY CAUSE HE IS TYPE 2 ... SO ALL THEY CAN REALLY USE ARE TOYS ... BUT I GUESS SHE HAS GOTTEN KINDA USED TO IT ... I keep telling her to look in to getting the erec aid!! BUT I DONT KNOW IF THIS IS YOUR DH'S PROBLEM ... JUST SHARING MY KNOWLEDGE. I KNOW I WOULD HATE TO HAVE TO GET A TOY EVERY TIME ... I LIKE THE SKIN ON SKIN ... MEAT ON MEAT ... MY FLESH HIS FLESH FEELING YA KNOW.

sOUNDS LIKE YOU NEED TO GET A SWING BANDSTER LOL !! SPICE IT UP A BIT!! BUT U GUYS ARE STILL YOUNG GIRL YOUR'E 25 LOL!!!

Is It Me Or Do All Of Us Ladies Wanna Be Tossed Around Lol ... Maybe This Is A Fat And Ex-fat Girl Fantasie Since We Have Never Really Been Able To Get Pick Up By Our Men Before!! I Really Want My Huband To Pick Me Up And Hold Me And I Ride Him As He's Standing And He's Holding Me Lol ... I Am Such A Freak ... I Have Never Told Anyone This Stuff Before Lmao!! But My Dh That Is !!

I feel you Distant ... I wanna se my mans face also when he goes down but my belling is sitting right there like a big ugly hump in the way ... I hate it!! But I want 3 kids ... but I also know that my husband is definetely not going for a snip ... I would just have to get my tubes tied ... I want 3 ... 4 at the most!! I came from a big family so I want a big family!!

I too have been fat mojority of my life kids didn't start to call me fat til maybe 2nd grade but it was clear I was a big girl I was very tall than all the other kids. I never went to dances, school gatherings or none of that because I didn't have anything to wear. I rememeber when I was in 5th I was voted 3rd runner up for school queen but I think it was cause one of my classmates that was the clss clown he had a tad bit of a crush on me and he had all his little friends vote for me too. But I think I won cause of academics. I was the smart fat girl ... I wasn't pretty so I compensated with knowledge. I didn't go to parties so I just sat in my room and read books and did homework. And than I began to gets some curves to my weight and everything changed. The first guy that approached me I nearly peed my pants. But men were full of it back in high school ... I start to feel pretty just cause guys liked me so I thought the self esteem issues were over WRONG!!! After I was raped that hitting a whopping all time high. I was so depression and felt worthless and useless and every bad negative thought that I couldv'e thought about myself but I had to snap out of it or I probably wouldv'e commited suicide but things got better and wounds healed my husband fell in love with "the fat" me!! And I love him for that and now I still have the self esteem issues along with the PCOS!! I hate it. But I have to fix it and I am willing to do whatever it takes to get the weight off. I am tired of being fat and starting a diet and then stopping cause no results than starting and stopping UGHHHHH!!! It's a nightmare I can't risk gaining anymore. and I am not going to!!

IF U don't mind me asking ... are you guys trying for a baby Laura ??? With that new "toy" you just might get one :scared: LOL!!

OK Laura we're all riding on you!!! If you give it an A ... we're all getting one as a gift to out new freaky "banded" sex lives!!

MY DR asked me a series of questions and he doesn't think that I have it ... so I called and tried to schedule a sleep study and they said that my doctor would have to send a prescription for it. But the only symptoms that I have is the drowsiness during the day but none of the other stuff really. But the dietician that I seen for post-op appt said that women with PCOS get sleepy alot during the day.

LOL you go LAURA!!! Lemme know how it works girl!! Cause I'll be getting one next LOL after I'm banded pf course. And I like that the that you put your legs in the the guy can spread all the way apart... who knows what that's called ?? the girl sits/lays in it with her in the slots and the are movable slots while the man stands and he can move her legs out really far!!! Can't wait till I am REALLLLY flexible!!!

Awww Gayle you band date is my birthday LOL!!! Wish that was my day!!! Well good luck your band will be a Capricorn so you will have a geniune sweetheart on your hands!!

LOL!! Yeah we all have this "exercise ball" idea thanks to Julia!!!

Come on people where are all the other FREAKS OUT THERE LOL MORE FEEDBACK!!

Thanks Kiss I really appreciate the love!! I have gotten better. But I just know what I have to do now to change my life and it's a remarkable feeling when you finally see a light the end of the tunnel!!! But it sleepiness a PCOS symptom?? During the day ??

I currently have Aetna but I switched from them for the new year cause they wanted me to wait 6 months and I wasn't tryin' to hear that sh!t!! If I risk not getting this surgery than I will be another 50 pounds heavy. With this PCOS i gained a whopping 20 pounds in 2 months!!! sickening!!

oh ok ... where did you move from ... did you move there all alone. LOL that will probably be me ... just to work and back LOL. I am hoping for a January date ... I picked the easiest insurance to get approved by my BMI is 50! And I was recently diagnosed with PCOS. She is submittind my paper work January 2nd!! So hopefully sooner than later.

I am actually moving to TX ... U R tall like me I am 5'9 and my goal is 180. But I would love to be 200... I will be in Fort Hood TX ... I am currently in NJ ... my husband is military so... They where we have been stationed don't know how far that is from you. But I am waiting to have my surgery done here at the beginning of the year so that my insurance will cover it. I also got a flexible spending acct just in case I have a co-pay or anything like you did. But I will DEFINETELY be looking for a SERIOUS, MOTIVATED, NO BS OR GAMES workout buddy!!

Do u think you are going to get a body bugg?? I am getting one as soon as I am banded!!

Oh well i am happy to hear that you are doing well... the tape doesn't come off in the shower. Do the scars hurt in the shower or bath ... CONGRATS on your 10 pounds!!! Whats your goal weight ??