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I'm happy you got your date LA congrats to you!! I hate you had to self-pay though Damnnnnnnnnnnn!!

Lmao @ Juli.... The Exercise Ball ... U Go Girl.... Many More Orgasm To U!!! Lol!!!

I Bet That Was An Awesome Feeling Laura (lol No Pun Intended) Being Able To Last So Long!! I Can't Wait Til I Can Do That... Men Do Seem To Like Us Being On Top Alot!!

I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU T!!! LOL well I have always been a freak fat or no fat LOL ... But I feel like it's a (Bridget Jones SEX GODDESS) character inside me that wants to really let loose!! But I can't cause I am so fat!! I feel so subconcious during sex its maddening. But I really feeling that T because fat people just kinda don't talk about sex ... you see the thread here was "intimacy" and everyone there talked about how they weren't getting any!! I wanna talk to the people that are still having sex and lots of it and whose happy with their spouses and still gets horny LOL!! SO I am all for that!! I just want to see what my husband sees in me. Like I said before he loves me but I know he would like to pull the FREAK OUT OF ME!! LOL and I want him CAUSE HE DEFINETELY HAS THE RIGHT SIZE MANHOOD(LOL ALL WOMEN THINK THAT ABOUT THEIR MEN BUT HE REALLY DOES) AND HE SO FIT AND SEXY ... OHHH I JUST WANNA EAT HIM ALIVE... OK I HAVE TO GO RING MY UNDIES OUT NOW LOL ... THINK I SOAKED THEM JUST THINKING ABOUT HIM LOL JUST KIDDING ... BUT HE WILL BE HOME FOR CHRISTMAS AND I AM STILL FAT HOPEFULLY THE NEXT TIME I SEE HIM I WILL BE BANDED AND LOST A FEW POUNDS!!

If you like pop/ R&B listen to this I LOVE THIS SONG!! And it gets me going keeps me motivated!! It's just a feel good song!! [ame=http://youtube.com/watch?v=9ETfNxDVlpQ]YouTube - Mary J. Blige - Just Fine[/ame] :biggrin1::biggrin1::biggrin1::biggrin1::biggrin1::biggrin1::biggrin1::biggrin1::biggrin1::biggrin1::biggrin1::biggrin1::biggrin1::biggrin1::biggrin1::biggrin1::biggrin1::biggrin1::biggrin1::biggrin1::biggrin1::biggrin1:

Were you self-pay?? If not which insurance do you have ??

Oh yeah girl CONGRATS ON YOUR BAND 2DAY HOPE ALL GOES WELL!!!!

LOL GIRL YOU ARE SOOOO FUNNY!!! MY DH LETS ME RIDE LOL ... I THINK CAUSE HE MAINLY LIKES IT BUT I HATE SEEING HIM GET ALL INTO AND THAN I HAVE TO STOP BECAUSE I AM TOO WINDED TO CONTINUE ... HE HAS THAT DISAPPOINTED LOOK ON HIS FACE... AND I FEEL HORRIBLE BECAUSE I WILL RIDE HIM FOR LIKE 2 MINS AND I FEEL LIKE I HAVE RAN A MARATHON!! That makes me sooo mad and irritated. I want him to be able to pick me up and throw around LOL and the stuff that thin women can do and the fun that they have with sex!! I want that! I wanna do the porno movie stuff LOL!!!

Are you ready to go back ?? How are you feeling ?? Does your port site hurt at all ?? How do the scars look... LOL sorry to bum rush you tried to send you a private message but it said that you wouldn't except it

HEY TOMECIA!! How are you doing girlie!!! May I ask why they made you pay a 100 dollars... was this some sort of co-pay... Also are you back to work yet or still home??

Anyone Else Wanna Listen!!

I think I will have to be a calorie counter too!! I am getting a bodybugg first of the year as soon as I get banded!!!

Has anyone picked up Muhummad Ali's daughter Khaliah Ali's book Fighting Weight!! It's good thus far I am on chapter 3!! And she alos lost weight with banding!! I can relate to her story ALOT!! And I know alot of us can that have been overweight as children to now!! Please pick up she looks fantastic and she says that she hasn't had any work done. But she loves her band ... She had her surgery done at NYU by Dr Fielding!! And Dr Fielding also has a band!! crazy rite the Dr himself has a band!! But it goes to show when you try and put kids on diets it only scars them worst cause they don't understand why they shouldn't be able to eat like they want. And immediately you feel ugly like something is wrong with you and when you go to school you feel really out of place cause all the other kids are smalled than you are... and of course kids can see the difference. I know I did and my parents tried putting me on diets and taking me to all sorts of doctors and it just further crashes your self esteem. And that makes you wanna eat more. Cause you feel so awful inside. I remember thinking that I was so very ugly as a girl and it didn't help me any as I got older and got kinda curvier with my looks ... I started to get attention from men and I was rape at 15 sadly ... but whom ever made the statement what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger and that is sure as hell true!! But after my rape I gained weight sooo rapidly it was crazy. I balloned to 280 at 16 years old. But I'm saying that to say this. It's a hard life being an overweight child I could seriously write a book to on my life trials and tribulations and I will only be 20 in a couple weeks... And society today plays a big part and it sucks but this is the world we live in ... Fat people want to be accpeted but at the same time if we glorify being fat as we do being skinny ... everyone would want to be fat and everyone would be unhealthy and dying off at an early age... so it's kinda a catch 22. What do we do... and I want to grab the overweight girls in EVERY school and just hug them and say you are beautiful baby and keep your head up!! It's ok... Cause I didn't have anyone there to do that for me as a girl. In high school I became more popular but the skinny girls still looked at me like I was just the "fat friend" that all the skinny girl cliques have. But I don't wanna ramble on LOL thanks listening and letting me share!! LOTS OF LOVE APPLES!!

Yeah!! Let's definetely get the book around!!

I know right!! It is sooooo motivational!! I can't wait to finish and get a surgery date. Hoping for January as well!!

Well I appreciate the love!! I really do!! And I am loving the book and I know others will too!! It has been a rough journey and each day it gets easier as I learn more about myself and life in general!! I am just hoping and praying for the best. I don't wanna be a size 2 ... I just wanna love me and be happy and healthy with my appearance. Oh yeah and be able to have healthy pregnancies!!

Pick Up That Book Guys!!!

Dang girl ... you are doing pretty good to have PCOS!! But I am starting off wayyy heavier than you were also. But I am happy for you that you are in the ones!!! LOL I can't wait to see them too!! I haven't see a 1 on the scale since maybe 3rd grade ... sad I know it breaks my heart!! But has anyone picked up Muhummad Ali's daughter Khaliah Ali's book Fighting Weight!! It's good thus far I am on chapter 3!! And she alos lost weight with banding!! I can relate to her story ALOT!! And I know alot of us can that have been overweight as children to now!! Please pick up she looks fantastic and she says that she hasn't had any work done. But she loves her band ... She had her surgery done at NYU by Dr Fielding!! And Dr Fielding also has a band!! crazy rite the Dr himself has a band!! But it goes to show when you try and put kids on diets it only scars them worst cause they don't understand why they shouldn't be able to eat like they want. And immediately you feel ugly like something is wrong with you and when you go to school you feel really out of place cause all the other kids are smalled than you are... and of course kids can see the difference. I know I did and my parents tried putting me on diets and taking me to all sorts of doctors and it just further crashes your self esteem. And that makes you wanna eat more. Cause you feel so awful inside. I remember thinking that I was so very ugly as a girl and it didn't help me any as I got older and got kinda curvier with my looks ... I started to get attention from men and I was rape at 15 sadly ... but whom ever made the statement what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger and that is sure as hell true!! But after my rape I gained weight sooo rapidly it was crazy. I balloned to 280 at 16 years old. But I'm saying that to say this. It's a hard life being an overweight child I could seriously write a book to on my life trials and tribulations and I will only be 20 in a couple weeks... And society today plays a big part and it sucks but this is the world we live in ... Fat people want to be accpeted but at the same time if we glorify being fat as we do being skinny ... everyone would want to be fat and everyone would be unhealthy and dying off at an early age... so it's kinda a catch 22. What do we do... and I want to grab the overweight girls in EVERY school and just hug them and say you are beautiful baby and keep your head up!! It's ok... Cause I didn't have anyone there to do that for me as a girl. In high school I became more popular but the skinny girls still looked at me like I was just the "fat friend" that all the skinny girl cliques have. But I don't wanna ramble on LOL thanks listening and letting me share!! LOTS OF LOVE APPLES!!

Yeah when I was into the whole psychic thing I looked her up and you are right it's about 700 bucks... which is so not worth it ... most of my readings I couldve saved my money ... cause they told me stuff that I already knew... one lady had me believing that I was such an awful person and that people really hated me and I needed to change my ways LOL ... I am a very soft spoken person and just total opposite if what she was trying to make me believe... than if you want you money back they threaten to curse you and all sorts of BS !! I have wasted over 2000 dollars in the crap ... I live life day by day now and just keep it moving it's not worth it ... then one lady I need would say "something is going to happen very very bad ... and if I gave her more money she would tell me ... than if I was broke she would make me stress for days and days ...LOL get the I even paid for a weight loss spell!!!! 400 dollars not one pound lost!!!!! LOL it's crazy my advice leave that sh!t ALONE!! It's so now worth the headache!!

Hey ladies I'm back .... I went to the doctor on Friday and it's confirmed cyst or on the left ovary but not the right. I seen the on the screen as the doctor looked to them... They look like little peas. I don't know how long I have had PCOS ... I think it wasn't until about 16 I got it ... maybe even 15. But my period was always normal ... and never had the stupid hair growth until the pass 2 years! The first sign was Acanthosis and now it's really bad. And I am a brown skinned african american woman ... and this makes the skin completely black(not pretty at all) I hate it!! But I am just ready to do whatever it is that I have t odo to get this under control. I can't believe that I have been walking around with this disease all this time!! I hate it !! And the depression and the anxiety attacks ... It's a crazy thing... And all the women in my family are very fertile no one has had a probably with having babied LOL too many babies. So I know it all sprang from my poor eating habits as a child to now and the obesity. I bought a book on PCOS and I am trying to read as much as I can on the disease. I want PCOS to live with me ... not me living with PCOS. But with banding are all PCOS patients slow losers... is anyones weight at a steady pace???

I have been burned by alot of people claiming to be psychics LOL ... But I do think some people may have a "gift" no matter how they got it ... But I just choose to leave the whole psychic activity alone. Because it's alot of liars and you can't weed out the truth ... they will having you beliving some awful things about yourself you get too deep into it...

WHich insurance do you have ???What's GP ??

Good luck girl!! I am originally from Jackson, MS ... bUt I live in New Jersey now... I have Aetna currently as well but I am gonna have a new insurance January 1st... Amerihealth and they are supposed to be one of the easiest to get approved for the band by. I am so excited!! And scared at the same time. I love Aetna and I wouldv'e stayed but I couldn't do the 6 month thing ... I wouldve gained 50 pounds more by the end of that 6 month period!

Hey girl congrats!!! I am sooo happy for you!! I am in NJ as well where R u having your surgery done ??? Which insurance did you have that approved you ... or were you self-pay?!?!?

anyone listen ??