Well, I had my lapband surgery in January and since my first consult and today, I have lost about 60 pounds. I probably wasn't the best person to my family as I was trying to get through my addiction to food. I had a short fuse and probably blew my top more than I should have. Until the first week of February, I was feeling great about myself and feeling great emotionally. Life was, for the first time in many years, wonderful.
Then I had the rug pulled out from under me. My Wife told me that she was no longer in love with me and that she wanted to separate. I was and still am devastated. We are in counseling, but I'm not optimistic that she is as committed as I am into saving this marriage. Of course, I'm starting to go back to my old habits of eating, even to a point where I get sick. I'm back to feeling terrible. I just feel the need to purge right now. I'm not really sure whether I'm looking for advice or just need to purge.