I am pretty sure that I am dying right now! lol
As of tomorrow I am on day 7 of my pre-op liquid diet. Caved once on Wednesday, ate like my life depended on it, and I paid dearly for that. Felt disgusting and bloated, and woke up at 3am and threw it all up. Good times.
I just do not know how I am going to make it honestly. I do good most days, filling up on EAS Lite drinks (I work for Abbott Nutrition, which produces the EAS line, so I get them way cheap at the company store) and sugar free Jello. But I am a cook. Not quite a chef, but a serious cook. I watch the Food Network most days, and as I type, I am watching Tyler Florence recepies on AOL. Brick Chicken with Apricot cous-cous, yummyyyyyyyy. Please tell me how you guys do it!??!?!?!!! I have been on this road since October of last year, and my final approval came thru last week for the procedure. I should find out my final surgery date tomorrow, I am soooo freakin close. But dayum it, I like to eat! And I LOVE to cook. It is my hobby, my passion. I appreciate food, and as a cook, food is an integral part of my life. How do I survive? I know that once I am banded things will get better, that I can eat things, if only in small portions. But right now, on this liquid diet, I feel like my spirit is dying. I know that sounds way dramatic, but dayum it, I mean it!!!! I am not sure quite what I am asking, maybe I am looking for encouragement. I know that you guys are great for that. I wanna know how the amature chefs among us move on? How do you continue to cook fabulous dishes and barely eat them? Crisis here, help!!!!!:thumbup: