:clap2::clap2::clap2::clap2::clap2::clap2::clap2::clap2: You are going through the "What have I done phase?". This is perfectly normal. Most of the time when we have surgery it is because someone else says that we have to. When we decide to have a surgery there is nobody else that we can blame, we can't say that I had to have it done because my doctor said so. This is why most patients get last minute cold feet a couple of days before the lap band surgery. You need to ask yourself why you had the surgery done. What have you missed out on because of your weight issues? The food that we all love so much because it give us comfort and is always there for us at some point becomes an addiction. Like any addiction at first there is that immediate satisfaction and eventually the dependency begins and there is never enough to satisy us. One day we wake up and realize that we have given over our life to our addiction. Trust yourself you made the right decision and you will gain so much more than you are giving up.
