- restart my life
- get off all my meds
- take a flight
- use the non-handicapped stall
- walk... anywhere
- sleep without a CPAP
- hike Mission Peak
- buy an entirely new wardrobe
- get a better connection with my models
- change 'first impressions' of me
- ride amusement rides with the kids
- stop being the social outsider
When my wife cooks beef, I stay in the kitchen and soak up the smell while eating a beef soup packet made with only 4oz water. It seems to trick my body and the craving stops.
They told me in order to leave the hospital, I had to pass gas. It took me a while but I was able to muster it. Once home, plenty of gas for the next couple days but now it's fading.