Hi Ban,
I haven't been sleeved yet but I do get insight from reading your posts and others. I just want to quote my father who once told me 'when you make a decision, don't look back." I think that's applicable here. You can't go forward while looking in the rear view mirror. Your best days are ahead of you. Remain focused on the new life you are creating for yourself. I think the "decision" was the hardest part! Your new tool will help you on your journey to a new and improved you. I think that's great for u and those on here!