Surgery is scheduled for two weeks. I'm so scared it will be canceled but at the same time feel upset with myself to have to do this. I lost 150 on my own kept it off for a few years now have 50 put back on. I can't go back there I just can't seems to lose weight on my own anymore I do good for 2-3 weeks then just fall off the wagon. I think about food 24-7 and am deeply depressed about my weight. I know how to lose weight but I can't keep it off I can't starve forever I hope this surgery will help me