iam not banded yet ,but i know the feeling of depression taking over and how it talks to you and say its okay to eat this.i wont get banded till next month BUT ive been talking everyday for 3 months and i have friends that are banded,have you seen about getting a fill or if you already have go back to your old pictures and reamber how bad you always were in pain ,my morrings are very bad for my back youve gone through alot to get to this point and your so lucky you got banded,i know people that can't get banded because of no money no insurance,so your one of the lucky ones.iam very scared of becoming a dieabetic,and my bloodpressure is high.try very hard to reamber how people treated you ,that hurts me you don't want that,oh ya and then those people that would love to see you gain all your weight back dont give them the plusure.Iam telling you ,you will hate your self if you give into depression,and then you'll be depressed because you gain the weight back,if you can reamber something reamber this sayingwhen something happens bad (AND THIS TO WILL PASS)and it will no matter what all the pain you go through will pass ,but if you give into this your depression will last longer because now you have gain your weight back..
well that even gave me a lift why don't i reamber this stuff when i need it.be strong and dont give into any thing and dont let people try to hurt you ,you can do it ,but belive me there are people out there that dont care at all good luck,
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