I am scheduled for surgery Nov 1 Thursday. I am so scared that I am talking myself out of it. Now I am questioining if it is necessary. I am 35, I weigh 205 and I am 5*6. I wear a 14 and I wonder if I am going to get too small and look unhealthy and sick. I am thinking I can do this without surgery, I read the post and wonder if I am gonna just cheat on the band as I have on diets and cause more complications. I wonder how long I will be down and the pain. And the $$$$$. I am a self pay.
Reading the post makes me think alot of the people are head hungry not physically hungry and they are just waiting on fills as a quick fix to make them not eat then they go home and figure out how to push the band pass the fill. I need to hear some success stories QUICK!!!! I am a mess