I hear you. I'm in the same boat but didn't even try not to eat and stay on the mushies. I've eaten bread with peanut butter, corn chips. All the stuff I shouldn't.
I read a post by WASabubblebutt yesterday that refocused my attention and have gone back to stage 1 on the liquids again. I'm going to have to rely on willpower, which I have little of to get through this next month till my first fill.
From what I've read here there seems to be 2 groups those that have a lot of restriction and sometimes too much after surgery and those of us that feel they can eat anything. I can't wait till I'm at the right level of restriction.