June 25, 2014, is my surgery date. Today as I am getting ready to order mexican for the last time for a long time, I am disturbingly sad. I am sitting here thinking about all of the foods I am going to miss so much including Jersey Mike's Subs, Papa John's pizza, McDonald's double cheeseburgers, potato salad, ribs, spaghetti and meatballs. My goodness, I am pathetic, my list could go on and on. I know I need to get it together. I keep asking myself if I am doing the right thing. Could I do this on my own? I was skinny once. Surely I can do it again without something this drastic. My emotions are all over the place. I am curious if anyone else out there has/had the same emotions pre-surgery. I would love to know because right now, I am a hot mess.
~M~