maggie.alvarez

Did anyone think "what if it dont work for me? Or was it hard for u to imagine yourself skinnie? Ive tryed so many diets that i dont understand why i gain weight... sometimes i think what if im cursed with fat lol

Did anyoane get diagnosed with depression but feels like they are not depreased?

Was anyone dianogsed with depression? I answered some questions that make me took depressed when i dont feel depressed n actually i answered question with a whole different meaning that wasnt intended to be a bad thing, i dont feel depressed nore do i ack depressed, im alil stressfull over the whole situation n i need to hear some similar stories. I need alot of help to see what is wrong if im perfectly fine.

Lol.. i cant imagine many people talkin about this subject but we big people n not being able to wear deordorant is not cool, im paranoid about smelling up the place. Its like gross.. how did u guys deal with it??

Really ??? Yesssss! I thought it wouldnt. Thanks for telling me

Thanks now im thonking ima be ok

Thank u jj, im glad to hear im not alone, im trying to jus be opened to what ever they wnna do cuz i want the surgery.

Im pleased to reply that after all the stress from the sych evaluator n my dr, i was able to seek cleareence threw the pharmacist n also a kind lady from the surgical centers. I have been on depression pills, n although im not depressed" the pills have controlled my anxiety n energy, i feel a whole lot better, i still feel the same as far as content with life n where my mind is at, but i guess my anxiety was bring me down as far as not even having energy. I hope this helps someone who is goin threw what i did or in future may go threw this.

It wasmt terrible , i did get in self defense mose lol, im not easlily manipulated n i need understanding of stuff before i agree. But i guess its jus the process to get to surgery n the important part is that i gain my health back.

I underatand it may help, but i feel like they are forcing me to be depressed, i was tellin him how i feel n he said no thats not how u feel u are depressed LoL thatsnot normal for a dr to that, but i am compling with it, i jus praying that i dont come across more people like that dr, basicly i cant do amything about it if i want the surgery i have to continue to the process of compling with what yhe pscho dr says. Thank u bery much for the support

I really feel like im alone n drs are jus being mean

Thank u marathongirl, knowing ur situation really helps me because i thought the dr was tryna make me look crazy to stop me from gettin surgery. Kinteehee thak you very much, i think what im understanding is once its undercontrolled (not off the meds) the surgery can be continued? Well i am actually a happy person i do get anxiety at time but as far as depression i dont believe i do, he said im depressed because of how i answered a few uetions witch i had a diferent meanig in my mind while they twist my words. I felt hurrassed by the psych evaluator dr. He was forcefull on the depression. For everything he said was depressing. Example. I gained weight with my last diet, he said" ooo that must of been depressing right? " i said no it dismt work for me so im trying other ones out. He said "no!! U are depressed" lol. Could he try any harder to hurrasse me?

I have not done surgery yet, n reading all this sure helps. I think you woman are amazing to post this stuff, i find it very hard to see alot of this stuff as support, but this is real talk n great advice. Thank you all in advance so when i get stuck ima be like who cares atleast ima try.

Yes i understand why they see it as depreses now.because i miss interped the queations, n i tryed to tell them how i feel n they said no im depressed, so i really need some support by someone who has gone threw this processes, how did u go about it n what happened. Please id really like to hear what i need to prep for this stage of processing

U find myself day dreaming about rollerblading n jump roping like i did when i was a kid. Man i used to own those rollerblades. I did spins turns n twist like a ice skater. N how i used to jump rop, in my day all day we jumped n first one to stop was the loser. We did those criss cross, the back words, double rop, omg i wanna do that again so bad. I cant wait

O no im not upset. Sorry i mad u feel that i am. Everyone has diferent situations, i jus never seen anyone wiyh my situation. I am happy for u that its a life change, i hope n have lot of faith i get the same. I think iy will be comforting to hear someone.story jus like mine. I can use that in more confidence. Ur achievements are amazing n are helpful as well. Thank u.

Ginger snap all od what u said. N i dont wanna take meds, ots slowin my process down for surgery

Its nice to no the outcome of someone who feels the same way.. i was thinking of deleting this cuz most people who already lost weight forgot how they felt before n that becomes no help no suport. Im extremely happy to hear someone feel like me. Thanks for sharing

Omg finally someone talkin bout some reall stuff, i also feel tge same way... omg n my caves are for some reason hard to like all muscle, i dont even wanna think about my tattoos n after.. all i kno is ur not alone im thinkin jus like u. And about the talkin so much, im guilty, n i do feel alone even with all tge suport, but its not the same. If only i had a twin to do surgery with me

O n im 30 i started diets n exersize since i was 15, i have always combined the two together, i never jus exersized or jus diet. I have studied n research so much about how the body works, n i also have low thyroids n low hormons, n cant take meds for niether one.

Thanks, i get all of that, ive been looking into this surgery for years i kno alot about it, i kno it works for most of everyone, n a few people got sick due to lack of vitamine intake lack of following diet n exersize, i get that part.. my question is i wanna kno someone who has had success in this surgery n before surgery has never had success even with well played out diet n exercise. BACONVILLE I BELIEVE IT WAS U WHO MENTION WEIGHT WATCHERS N SWIMING N OTHER DIETS THAT U LOST WEIGHT BUT NOT AS MUCH AS U LIKED. but u were able to lose weight on ur own 60-90 lbs is awesome to do on ur own. I have done all of what u did n more n in a good time im talkin each thing well over 3 month, n i gain weight. Im not convinced that this isnt gonna work but i wanna hear a success story that has a background like mine. I do think that my diets i wasnt fillin the tomatch with enough so i always felt hungry n probably what could of happened was my body was storing fat cuz it felt hungry. But i kno i can do this easy! If i can diet n feel hungry for yrs that i tryed diferent diets, i can do this easy cuz i wont feel hungry. If anything im worried that i piece of food can accidently pass to big. But im confident in this. N again thank you BACONVILLE

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@@Baconville, four yrs ago i lived in a apt with a pool n the manager n i became really good friends, n we used to race laps for exersize, i lived there for 2 yrs we swam everyday even in the rain, i didnt lose anu weight.

Thanks. Everyone, yes im ready n willing, but id feel better if someone had same problem as me n it still worked for them, i got this n i can do it, its way worth it, i jus have doight that my body will lose even if im following it. I used to box.. boxing is one of the hatdest work outs n i was one of the beat boxers in my town, n were i was from boxing was a big deal to be in. Anyways i was in that for a long time n didnt lose weight. I never met anyone like me. Lol

Yes, those other stuff aint good either, i always only focused on the hormons. Thats good to kno stuff thanks, n ima take some time tonight to read on ur links.