Fyrlite

Hey everyone! I would love for this to develop into a real life group! Anyways, I'm just starting this journey. I was approved for my surgery by insurance on Wednesday (6/11), Thursday (6/12) the scheduler called and told me....Monday (6/16) is the day! I'm really excited and it's becoming real. It's happening so fast that it's just a blur. Anyway, hi to all! Would love to get some outdoor adventures going (hikes, kayak, even to the dog park, or going to Saturday market). I just want to get out there and experience things I feel I've been missing out on because of my own lack of confidence about my body.

1. To be evenly tanned (instead hiding as much my body when I'm "laying out" 2. To never have to shop where the sizes ONLY in number to signify how many X's the L is 3. To hike, ahhh to hike 4. To be more spontaneous. I think my weight keeps me from jumping in and joining an adventure 5. To travel comfortably 6. To not be considered a fetish due to my weight 7. To go to a restaurant and not feel embarrassed or ashamed 8. To not be the fattest person the room/office/store/whereever 9. To be able to see my lady parts comfortably 10. To get a massage (I fear I'll break the table or have to give an outrageous tip for putting someone through touching me)