Teresita

I like that title LOL I had a rough mental eating day yesterday....no excuses. I'm not sure why but weighing in may have had something to do with it. pepperjack cheese italian sausage(I boiled and broiled) crystal light oreos soup(home made, potato,cheese, broccoli, mushroom) When I got home ice cream(egg nog was on sale) cake that I had baked for a friend who did not pick it up OK this may be an excuse but my eating may be a little off due to my condition of emotional eating (say with french accent). Holidays do give me serious mood swings. Happy one minute to downright crying and why am I here. Both of my parents are gone and it hurts. I am the youngest and we have a small family. I like the holidays but I feel releaved when they are over. So pray for me that I will exercise today and everyday here on out. I love everyone of you...ohhhhh yeah my weigh out 383-373-377 I gained 4 pounds but I am actually ok with it. That means I was actually supose to have lost 6 pounds last week to keep off. This just means that when I get out of the 370'2 I will be out for good. I still can't believe I weight 3 hundred anything. LOL Recently I said I weigh 473 and my daughter corrected me and I actually had to think. WOW 459-377 yeahhhhhhh:clap2: :clap2: :clap2:

WOW on the cigs and the hot yoga. I couldn't do that, I would be in that room trying to pass out because I couldn't breath. LOL Hey Bullwinkle is quitting smoking also. Go check out her journal when you have time. I loved her entry for today. I don't smoke so I can't totally relate but I do understand addiction hence the 459 pounder.

Girl you are beautiful, always walk proud!!! Beautiful hubby to *cat call whistle*

Your writting skills are great. Have you ever thought about writing a book or do you jornal a lot. I normally write down just quick thoughts but your journal is so much deeper. I feel like I am there seeing you go through all of this. Do you have someone to call when you want to smoke? I don't know if it would help but you might want to try it. I will call someone to keep my mind off of food sometimes. If I am on the phone I can't go to the snack shop. You are doing great. Just remember all the reasons you have quit....for this moment.

Hey Leigh it's nice to meet you. Tia we already know each other, what's up girl. I wll have to be sure the number in my cell is the right number for you. I will talk to you sometime over the holiday. Alright Doug sleep tight for surgery and check back with us and let us know what all the nurses say about how big your heart is once they are inside. Big huggggggggs

DouglasP13 you are crazy, LOL

Happy Birthday Alex :clap2::eek: :happybday2: :clap2:

I am nervous because tonight is weigh in and after losing 10 pounds last week I think it will be difficult to come up with another loss this week. I remember last Tuesday I didn't have time to eat but trail mix all day. Today I have cream soup, oatmeal and a sausage. Help me! I think I will jog in place perdiodically today. 14 pounds wow WOW:D

I will know better come Friday. How was her opera? I am excited to see Leona sing.

H AH HAHA you are a mess. Oreos for brunch today. opppsss

WOW you go girl you are doing it. I'm happy to hear your famous brother was able to surprise you guys.

Oh yeah I saw it and said the same thing. "That's Penni's house" Then I remembered you met the stars and you said JLHewett has big hips. LOL

WOW Wheetsin you are a traveling fool. Traveling is one of my goals once I have lost a substantial amount weight. thompson632 great job!!! I am so excited for you and your next weigh in. Keep it up!!!! That was really sweet of your sister.

I am not going to comment on your craving because I give in but look for a lower calorie one. Good Luck Who's a failure.....not you. Where is my positive energy......when you have to post the negative get your positivity in there and give your affirmations "THIS IS MY TIME ON EARTH"!!!!! You stepped your steps, not theirs and guess what, you burned more calories then they did. LOL YEAHHHH

I am nervous because tonight is weigh in and after losing 10 pounds last week I think it will be difficult to come up with another loss this week. I remember last Tuesday I didn't have time to eat but trail mix all day. Today I have cream soup, oatmeal and a sausage. Help me! I think I will jog in place perdiodically today. 14 pounds wow WOW:D

I love you guys, thank you for all of your comments and your encouragement. I am blessed by each one of you. :iloveuall:Thanks for allowing me into your journals. I learns something from each one that I read but mostly "I am not alone". We all go through the same struggles and we need each other. It is amazing how much love you can receive from a bunch of strangers LOL. Sincere Strangers LOL:p :huggie: I thrive off of other people so you guys really keep me going.:humble: 459 373 86 lost :clap2: 373 359 14 to get to 100 :eek: 373 250 123 to goal :nervous

Hug Hug

Yeah the blockage is the scarry part but at least it will be taken care of in a minute then it is time to get banded.

Whoooaaaa are you serious. YOU GO GIRL GO KICK SOME BOOTY!!!!

Was that the low carb slim fast?

I am so sorry you guys are going through this. I have a teenager going through the same things and I remember them all to vividly myself. Here is the simple part as far as clothes, check out Torrid, they have an only site also. I sent you a pm about the hard stuff.

Excellent I am so happy to hear you are on 100% you. Your numbers are looking good. Keep it going down.

Ohhh Kutia the joy that is in my heart.......I love it, I just love it. Thank you for going to the gym. Please try to keep it up through this holiday. You will appreciate at it later. This will help to burn those extra calories you may take in during the holiday. Nothing says love like dedication and a smaller body. Love Me haha ha

Yes Kathy that would be Cardio. I lost 10 pounds at last weeks weigh in. *wink*

My daughters plan is Smoked Turkey Honey Glazed Ham Greens Stuffing Mac and cheese Mashed Potatoes Cranberry sauce Pumpkin Pie Egg nog ice cream