Stay positive! You can do it. I set myself a goal and planned my surgery and took vacation to be off work. I worked Monday surgery Tuesday and will be back at work Monday! I have looked at this as a blessing and all the clear broth and hard times are worth it because once your past the surgery you can get slowly get back to normal food just better eating and smaller amounts. My mom had sleeve May 2014. Presurgery she was on BP meds, diabetic, and oxygen 24/day. She is down 60+ pounds. No longer on bp meds, off oxygen except at night and uses sliding scale for her diabetic meds which have been cut back as well. Have faith in yourself. We "humans" can accomplish the most difficult tasks with the right focus, mind set, attitude, and willpower. Set your goal and go!