Hang in there,Mandi. One day soon, you will look at them & think "how can they eat like that."
I remember, just after surgery, when I was starving, & I yelled at my 5 year old niece for not cleaning her plate. I couldn't believe she had food & wasn't going to eat it, while I was going hungry.
Now, I watch my husband eat & say, " You just put more food in your mouth, in one bite, than I eat in a whole meal."
I can hardly stand to watch other people eat.
It will get easier...& you will get the last laugh.
Happy loosing:>)