People are mean, I just know I can do all of this once I start loosening weight I KNOW that I will want to workout, I KNOW I can be capable of the things I really want to do. My whole life revolves around my weight, I am a passenger to my weight I have NO control any more! It's always held me back and I'm BEYOND sick of it!!! My mom had always been skinny and doesn't understand if I'm that unhappy with myself why I can't go diet and workout, and truthfully I don't know either... But I've tried and nothing I even went to the extent in getting my thyroids checked out. I just feel like this is my last option before I do some crazy cleanse or diet!