@ db1982 What is the pre op diet you're following? I would like to start a 7 day now and follow that with the 3 day yogurt and water diet that is required by my doctor. I think it will help me get into the right mindset and start breaking bad habits!
Try to relax and not worry so much, I know the plane missing is scary but your chances of being in a airplane crash is so unlikely, you are so much more likely to be in a car accident. I have flown a lot and never even had a scare. You will be fine, you will get through this and start your new healthy life!
We'll all be thinking about you, stay in touch, we're all here to support one another.