Marsha Ford

really feeling down I have had my band since Jan. 09. I originally lost 120 pounds, but have now gained back 70. I know that it is totally my fault, I stopped exercising and started eating the slider foods cause real food always got stuck. I had an endoscopy this morning and Dr. said nothing was wrong so will send me to dietitian to learn to eat right again. My problem is I'm afraid that I can't loss it all again and that I'm just doomed to be huge....wish I could go back and not stop the exercising process. Not sure what to do anymore.