mymichele31

I was banded in March 2014. I lost 50 pounds and was loving this. However after a few fills I started spitting up most of the time. Some times I can eat normal stuff, taking tiny bites and chewing really good, but more times than not I eat creamed soups for dinner because I know I am not going to spit or throw up. Also, because it is soup I overeat. Because of the horrible eating habit I have now formed I have gained 24 pounds back. Today I hate this band and wish that I had not gotten it. I don't want to feel that way, but I can't stand this.

I am on Day 6 of my pre-op diet and feel the same way. Yesterday I felt strong and able to do this, but today I want to cry and eat more. I am keeping myself busy because I am sure tomorrow I will be strong again and I cannot sabotage this like I did trying to diet. Good luck to you!!!