Skywalker

Thanks for the encouragement. I wish I had gotten this surgery done years ago. Right now I am working in an office, and I'm constantly so embarrassed about how I look. They took pictures today for the media....I looked just awful. I promised them I would take my own at home (I angled and Photoshopped it to my specifications) and bring it back tomorrow. Posted on my profile the pic taken today -- just ugh.

Little one..Stop thinking about what is and vocus on what is about to happen. soon all this will be over and the you inside will emerge victorious...And trust me..enjoy the ride because when you do get to goal a lot of work will go into it to stay there....Stop the self hate and look to the future okay.....This will be the past and will no longer matter..okay!

I just went out of state for a family reunion. I took all the pictures so again I am in none of the pictures. I am so used to this because I always avoided anyone taking a picture of my fat ugly self. When I got home I thought, darn, I should have had someone take a picture of the new me lol. Old habits are hard to break. Good luck!