want2beme

Thanks. It's a struggle right now. I have a doctor telling me I have a slipped band and another doc telling me I'm fine. I don't know what is going on, but I have gained some weight back due to deflation of my band by doc #2. I am 165 pounds and am stressing/dieting every day. I hopefully have surgery early 2009 so I can get back on track. I love my band, but right now its not working for me. I never want to be fat again. It's not healthy and I like my new lifestyle. I looked so horrible with all that weight on me. Some girls look cute big, I'm not one of them.