Thanks for the help so far. I am back on my protien shakes, 3 times a day, and making sure no water for 1/2 hour before and after. I have also contacted my dietician. I just feel like such a failure, as this is something I want more than anything!
I have no problem eating ANYTHING! My bad habits are back, and I eat subconciously. I have not gained any weight, but I haven't lost any either. My surgery was 12/27/13