***Giselle***

Hello Everyone! Im 31 yrs old, 5'2 and weigh 370lbs. I am currently pursuing the gastric sleeve and have a surgery date of 4/26/2014. Needless to say I am SCARED out of my mind. I Know that surgery is going to help me, however im at a point where mental im messing with myself. Al sorts of things come to mind such as, Am I too big for general anesthesia? Will I stop breathing during surgery being that I have sleep apnea? Will I regret my decision? Then I start thinking that I can lose the weight on my own. However history tells I can not do it on my own, Im afraid that I will talk myself out of having surgery and remain a prisoner in my own body. Has anyone had these issues? Where your mind start second guessing your wLs decision? Please let me know, Id love some feedback.Thanks in advance!

Thank you all for you responses and great advice, You guys are all awesome.I definitely took a little bit from everyone and have some new found perspective,so thank you. Im anxious, scared and ready for change all at the same time. I am hoping to gain a chance at having a full life out of this wls. Meaning ,I want to actually start living my life and not constantly fee like Im on the bench because of my weight. Also im a new mom, I want to live long enough see my child grow up. This decision is a life saving one for me. Thank you guys.