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I know I belong to this club -it has been a year ago this week and only down 40lbs- and have never been so depressed don't know what to do - WHAT am i doing wrong - exercise 3x's a week at Curves -have had two fills (have a vg band) but just so discourage don't know what to do....... need major help - for the way I fill - feel I am doing something wrong which makes me more depressed -to go back at end of May and feel Dr will be upset - he wasn't at the end of FeB. but what could he say -does anyone have any suggestions - as to what to do -

Hi everyone first thread since surgery - Thursday 4/28 feeling really good today - hardly any pain now - and doing ok - just wanted to know my doctor Dr. Caylor - said he put in the new VG band instead of the regular - have no idea what that is - and why he felt I needed a different band any answers from anyone would be appreciated -have been reading the threads and love them all - so helpful - getting a little hungry - but know my nutritionalist said what i would actually be craving would be something to chew - AND she was correct - so tried of the mushy - want something i can get my teeth into -she suggest crunchy peanut - well maybe that would work -NOT- - but hanging in there- was kinda worried abt the VG band - like was there something wrong once he got in there etc - ya'know just wondered -you with all that I had read i was prepared and I think that is way I have appreciated these threads - upfront is always better lets you know what to expect - know i am rambling but just real excited that the pain was nothing really did not take any pain meds in hospital but once and only once since home - will stay in touch b/c feel will need guidance once the hunger really strikes - evryone keep up the good work this will and can work - it's an instrument that will help but not a miracle worker the hardest part is up to us - and as heavy women or men we already know the meaning of hard work - in the house and out - in fun and play - IN LIFE IN GENERAL-so lets all "band" together and make this work for each and everyone of us -b/c in our hearts "It's what we want" what "we always wanted" to be slim and healthy- Thank You so much for all help

Greater fill capacity - is that bad - will I not losing as quickly as others - oh well to late to cry abt it now LOL - Thank you for answering

Hi everyone I needed somewhere that I could express my concerns but also my joy over having the surgery - surgery date is Thursday 4/28/05 and I am scared and worried - know this is the right thing for me -will change my life but wonder about the side effects etc. have read some notes on the board about the gas pain and the pain in general - know that its surgery of course pain- and have been able to handle pain all my life -but for some reason worried about it now - hope the surgery will do as planned - but i seem to be most worried about the food intake or more like the not food intake - having to change my whole life to accuire what i want - silly i know that's what its all about, right? But will things change for the better after a couple of months or so - we camp alot with 4-5 other couples which will be a challenge but will I ever be able to eat the normal stuff again without problems-know these all sound pretty trivial but..... worried just the same - don't want to be an outcast because can not eat with the rest of the group - now for the joy - very excited -want the cute clothes and the cute size - and to be able to garden again without days of leg and back pain - so there that's it I think just needed to vent - have told only a few about having surgery -husband, son, mother will in time -I feel - just something for myself right now -that's why i said glad found this forum so could let some of my concerns out - Thanks for reading and wish me luck will be back for more inspiration

I want to Thank You Drama Queen, Desertmom, Slimmer Sue, Harleynana,Tarafeena and gunn4ya for all your wonderful replies they have actually made me feel better about alot of things and just to know you took the time to read and reply has overwhemed me - tomorrow morning the big day and feel i will make it - Bless You and take care