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I actually will tell her about that info...I dont think she ever thought of the REAL consequences...I think she thought a.) my parents will kill me (her father raped her and her sister when they were little, but some how she has a sort of relationship with his wife now...idk that whole story...anyways hes not right in the head....and her Mom is an ultra-conservative) b.) OH ####!!!!! I cant believe this is happening, I CANT tell who the real father is.... and c.) I really cant do this right now and no one will help me and if I choose adoption, I dont thnk I can give up the child after carrying it and having it, and actually seeing it.... She didnt think about the depression and the reality of taking another life.

Lol im a lil late on this post but i thot it was funny! Im a student so Ill tell ya whats going on;) They are procrastinating...ok its not that simple though, and I can attest to this...I dont know how to study for a test that isnt within the next 2 days...like i dont know how to study in advance, I will forget EVERY bit of it...like WHY study then, you are getting NEW stuff in your brain to replace it anyway...so instead u wait and CRAM it all in, then go ACE the test (well in most of my PERSONAL experiences) its rather ironic...Im up cramming for a test I have at 1:00 PM right now! and tomorro night I will cram for a test on Thursday....Also are you sure your students are taking good notes....Its really sad you know? I got out of high school, and I though YAY less idiots! WRONG, MORE IDIOTS! lol! I swear, I met so many people who wanted to write down too much when taking notes and then couldnt put together a complete sentence in an essay! I DONT UNDERSTAND THAT! Like how hard is it to take notes? seriously? I thought THAT ONE was common sense, especially if the teacher is providing notes as well!

OH Lordy! I have WEIRD dreams ALLLLL the time! Some make me wake up going, what the Hell? I used to have reocurring night terrors! These were interesting...I would die EVERY NIGHT in my dreams! *thats not supposed to be possible btw* I ended up having to see a therapist because I was scratching myself in my sleep so much that I was making myself bleed and get sores. The scratching was from clenching onto my own body. I also would have weird dreams that sometimes would come true...like one night I had a dream that my great uncle had to have surgery on his heart...one day mom got a phone call, I walked away from the conversation (i hate listening to other people on the phone). When it was over I walked back out side and she was upset and she said ," its David he..." and I finished the sentence "had a heart attack..." and mom just looked at me like I was crazy!!!! lol! I just remembered the dream and EVERYTHING throughout the day was exactly the same...I have Deja Vu really bad alllllllll the time. Lol another issue I had was about once or twice a week I would have a dream about a little girl (i could still describe the little evil thing to you to this day) that was just a horrible child...she was constantly trying to hurt me or kill me, but for some reason I ALWAYS wanted to care for her when she needed something, she wasnt my child in my dream either...These dreams actually amused me, they were kind of like watching a TV Drama where I was an actor or something...They ended however one night my senior year in high school (and I still vividly remember this dream) when in the dream she tried to kill me with a poison dart, and then shot another one into me which i quickly yanked out and jammed into her (killing her)...I remember crying afterward in the dream, but it had to be done, i finally lived btw! lol! I have really freaky dreams too....and now that Im prego they have gotten EVEN MORE vivid and CRAZY! There is no way I could go int detail about ALLLLLLL the crazy ones Ive had that I remember, on here at least, my therapist has a record of most of them (from memorable dreams from childhood-present).... Dont worry about a thing though, your dreams are secretly telling you something, but maybe its not as obvious as you think it is...

This is exactly so...just because we believe that its immoral to kill children, doesnt mean that we are going to start adapting strict Muslim beliefs, its actually a quite irrelevant statement for arguments sake anyways. I dont believe that abortion is moral for any reason...but I still enjoy my blue jeans and sun dresses and cute short skirts, and I LOVE to wear makeup and go out and PARTY...Just because Im choosing to take responsibility for MY actions instead of "just getting rid of it" (as ive heard it put before), doesnt mean that I think that women shouldnt have rights................ALTHOUGH I think it would be GREAT if I didnt have to work at all lol! Now adays MOST men expect their woman to work in some way or another, I would love to sit at home all day and just make sure that the house is clean, supper is cooked, laundry is done, and the baby is taken care of lol! TRUST ME dealing with an unplanned pregnancy isnt easy by any means, but I just thank GOD that I can conceive, I was supposed to be infertile, so no matter how hard it is, I see it as a blessing

Thanks...I must admit, its kind of weird seeing a picture of my sonogram in an abortion debate lol! Im a happy lil momma 2 b, even if I have to do it on my own...At least I didnt take the convenient way out...Ive already had SO MUCH more joy in my life than before I was pregnant

Im not just saying this because I am a prolifer, Im saying this because I have this HUGE place in my heart for humanity and the innocent. I really wish that my ex-roomie had not had an abortion, she already regrets it...we had an argument the ther day about why she wouldnt add me to MySpace...Turns out she doesnt want to have to look at pics of my baby and know about it because it makes her feel guilty...We finally came to a consensus about MySpace...but point is she ALREADY regrets her decision. I cant wait to have my baby...I wish I was more stable in life right now, but that isnt going to make me kill my child...If she would have come to me before her mind was set on the abortion, I would have set up a meeting between her and one of my friends that cant conceive and let her pick an adoptive family from that. I just couldnt live my life wondering if my child was the smartest kid in class, or the cheerleader/jock, or even the goth or nerd kid....I would want to know...I have a hard time living life with any regrets, I try not to regret ANYTHING, and I think that had I opted for the abortion just because pregnancy is inconvenient to me right now, I would be depressed my entire life. And on the matter of credibility, if you say something in a thread this controversial, and your using information other than your opinion or personal experience you better back it up. And no they technically cant write ANYTHING that they want about people who once lived/are living or events that have taken place, because if its too far out there the family of that person or people in the event can sue the writer. Im not discrediting your intelligence by any means, I was merely making a suggestion so that your argument would have more impact. P.S. If 10 crackheaded prostitutes came up to me asking me to take care of their children, I would find a place, a REAL home for those children, because that could be the next President, Oprah, Einstein, Bill Gates...So on....What if all the people that made a GREAT impact in America's history had been aborted before they were born? What would life be like?

It is if the information isnt used in a debate or paper or just discussion because you dont look credible when you use Wiki. I could seriously write a VERY convincing research paper about the pink flying pony's of the rainforest and add a few photoshopped pictures and put it on Wiki. You cant believe everything you read on there. It IS a great source find out about certain things, however I never take it too seriously without atleast 3-5 other credible sources. Ive had professors that even if you used Wiki as a side source (beyond whatever amount they required) that they would take off points because its so unreliable.

Watch that site too though...its DEFINATELY more credible than a general information source such as Wikipedia....HOWEVER, it is probably run by an interest group and therefore will have a bias, you will have to get another source to go with it that is more mutual OR find a prolife site similar to it (as in it being Bias and run by an interest group).....BUT this is only if you want to state facts....now for arguing's sake its fine lol

oh, for future reference (because I know you guys love to debate) Wikipedia is not a credible/reliable source AT ALL! Anyone can go research whatever topic and put it on Wikipedia and make it lean whatever way their stance is on the subject. IT IS VERY BIASED! I know it looks like a great place to find information, and it is for general use (like finding dates for past events, or getting an idea of something) BUT as for credibility it has NONE whatsoever., EXAMPLE: In my Constitutional Law class a couple of semesters ago 8 people split into two teams for a debate...4 prosecution/4 defending. They examined an old court case and the morality and how constitutional the judge's decision was and so forth. A member of the team that was on the defense used Wikipedia as a side source, and it caused them to completely lose the debate and SHE did not receive a very good grade because she used an unreliable source that gave inaccurate information (Wikipedia and other links to the information said that in real-life the case was won by the defendant, when in reality he lost). PRETTY BIG DEAL HUH?

I frankly believe, in my own political stance, that the innocent slaying of another being is morally injust...and these are not only Christian beliefs...most mainstream religons do not support murder of children (however so exist due to tradition). I personally believe that thinking that a fetus is not a life is ridiculous, because the potential for life exists. Your body has taken a step in forming another life, there are so many women (like my best friend Rae) who would love to have a child, and there are women throwing their children away because a baby inconveniences them. It seems rude and ungrateful for what life has given them. YET I see that orphanages FULL of poor children that no one has adopted, and Ive heard horror stories of the foster care system (my ex-fiance was a victim of the New York Orphanage/Foster Care program, and look how he turned out!) I think the main reason for this is that many families who would love to adopt simply cannot afford it...its a very expensive process as many of you know. Im not sure EXACTLY what the solution is, but I dont believe that its the intentional slaying of innocent children. PERHAPS the government should focus a little more of the budget on the current orphanage/foster care programs already established, and a little less on abortion issues. HOWEVER I do believe that abortion research is important, Im not saying to do away with it AT ALL, just maybe there should be a budget change, and not only in that department TRUST ME!

I will start out by saying that never have and never will be pro choice. I am very pro life, and I dont understand why on earth ANYONE could kill their child under any circumstances. HOWEVER!! DONT WRITE ME OFF YET! I do support my friends in whatever they do (unless its like drugs or something much more detremental). I so happen to have had a roomie one time that I met through her going through an abortion...I do not believe it is morally right, however it wasnt my decision for her to have it, it was HERS and she did what SHE felt was right and what her heart led her to do. I understand WHY she did what she did, however, in some ways I dont. Now let me tell you my story...Im 20 years old, Im 13 weeks pregnant, the father is a pathological schizophrenic symptom exhibiting alcoholic drug-addicted Jr. High Drop OUT LOSER! He all but forced me to get pregnant through his mental control over me. Im all alone now, he's gone, he found a girl that will let him do his drugs and drink his alcohol and wont make him keep a steady job and believes his lies, so he chose her instead of me and the baby. Needless to say, he's really screwed up in the head. But I am SOOOO happy and excited about having this baby! I cant wait to find out what it will be! Ive been excited from the beginning, and abortion NEVER crossed my mind as an option what-so-ever...that is until I called my ex-roomie, and she proceeds to tell me exactly how to "get rid of it" and how much it costs....she automatically assumed that just because I supported her decision and was there for her through her "thing" that I would choose the same option. Honestly, that was one of the hardest things Ive ever put up with in a sense, because she actually had a sonogram pic of the baby inside her, and she showed it to me after she had had the abortion, I almost cried, but I just remained silent for a few mins, I just couldnt get my mind of off the fact that she KILLED her child because it wasnt convenient for her to have one right now....Well then she shouldnt have had unprotected sex...same with me...I could have prevented getting pregnant had I really made the effort, its not entirely HIS fault, he just is a lot of it. Let me also add in that I have been raped, and it was only about 5 months ago...Even as I went to get the pregnancy test/STD test at the clinic...I never thought of abortion. Its not that precious little life's fault that it was created when it wasnt the best of times for us. I would live my life in total regret if I had aborted my current pregnancy, every year I would have wondered what the child would have looked like...would it have my blond hair, its father's green/blue eyes, my fair skin? I just couldnt live like that, knowing I threw away another life just so I could live or more commonly live more comfortably. Me I Mind you, that although this is not an option in my book ever, I do understand why some women do choose this option, and Im not a biggot over-conservative about it. Im not going to yell and scream and pout when someone gets an abortion...but it does make me sad when I find out someone that I know has....HOWEVER its THEIR decision, NOT mine...and like I tell all my friends "YOU do what YOU gotta do, to have whats best for YOU". I just saw this thread and thought I would add to it:p

Im YOUNG and banded, and pregnant! I have posted my own thread before I found this one....but Im glad its here so I can talk to other pregnant bandsters

yeah Im super excited...the fatigue does seem to get better, but some days its just horrible!!!! Im due on Cinco de Mayo and I think thats so cute lol!

Okay, so this is an update on me in a nutshell… I had taken a short break from college, but now I am going back. I had moved back to Corpus for about 3 months with a sorority sister, but she ended up being a, well, a bitch and because my name wasn’t on the lease, and I stuck to my responsibilities instead of partying all the time, she kicked me out the day after I paid rent on grounds that were completely false, however I don’t have a leg to stand on in them. I have a boyfriend that Ive been dating for about 2 months that I have had hell with, however he and I are both working on our lives right now. I am back in my hometown trying to get a full-time job and goto school as well as get back in the Theatre. He is in rehab for alcoholism. I asked him to go. He is a great guy, but I cant be with someone that I cant trust with money. Atleast if he bought crap we would have something to show for it. I love him so much, and he is freakishly in love with me, but unless he straightens up his act, I can not be with him. Im diagnosed as pre-bipolar or bipolarish and Im taking trazadone and abilify to help manage that. Im not happy about being home, but its better than being homeless in <?xml:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" /><st1:City w:st="on"><st1:place w:st="on">Corpus Christi</st1:place></st1:City>. I actually have a positive outlook right now, which is rare as many of you may know. Im in debt up to my ears, but with the right job I can fix that in a few months. I need a new car and new cellphone, but since I lived a homeless life in Corpus (thanks to my wonderful roomie), and lived very poor because my boyfriend was a bartender/busboy and I was a hostess at a restaurant, we couldn’t afford much after helping our friend that we were staying with out with rent. Ive never lived that way before, it really opened my eyes. Ive almost completely quit drinking myself btw. I finally saw how much money I was wasting just tipping the bartender for free drinks! I still enjoy a couple of drinks every now and then, but as for the every night party I would rather not. As for events coming up……..Im going to school to get my paralegal certificate and Im going to Substitute teach at the schools here until I get a fulltime job. Well that’s my update……….Im open to questions, I know it is kind of brief for my writing lol!

Im doing good actually...but for some reason I feel like Im addicted to sleep...I dont feel sad or mad anymore about the situation, I actually I want to get things done that need to get done, but I just cant stay awake to do them. Its like ive suddenly gotten narcolepsy (sp?)....Its soooo weird. I know I dont have that lol ofcourse, but idk what is going on...I told my Dr. and she put me on a small dosage of prozac for the night time, which does help a little, and helped a lot in the beginning, but now it seems like it doesnt work as well anymore (as far as the fatigue, otherwise it does help).

Ive decided, now that Ive gotten out all my anger and frustration, that Im going to show him unconditional love. No that doesnt mean I will ever be with him again. But he doesnt know what love is, and Im going to show him that. I want him to know. Because I want it to break his heart everytime her thinks about what he just gave up.

Im a single parent I caught my boyfriend cheating on me this weekend. Hes been sleeping and dating another girl for 3 weeks! I cant believe all of this is happening to me! WHY!? Why me?? Im not mentally stable enough for this!!!!!!! I just want to lock myself in my room for a month! I dont like to feel hate, but I HATE him so much for lying to me about LOVE! You guys know that I dont date seriously, I date around and see guys not get hooked on just one. And he screwed me over. Second time in my life, two times in a row! There wont be another...

I honestly have not been manic since I came home. Ive been off meds for a few weeks now, I feel the urge every once in a while, but somehow by the grace of GOD himself I just suppress it. Not in a bad way. It doesnt build up or anything....just I think God is helping me deal with it as much as possible until I can take meds again. I mean every now and then I just have this impulse (usually for shopping) when its just gotta go gotta go.........but somehow I start thinking and Im like, you know I really should spend my money on better things right now until I get a job. I dont think the employers are picking up on manic behavoir, I think they are picking up on pregnancy............I just found out last night that my best friends mom is TELLING EVERYONE!!!! And it really pisses me off. its not my friends fault at all, but I wish she would call and talk to her mother and tell her to be quiet for a while, and after Im hired and steady I could care less if she put up a billboard and put it on cable! lol! Just let me get a job! I have somethign a little promising coming through this week hopefully, Im going back to talk to them on monday..........AND my first baby dr appt is Tuesday!!! YAY! Although she doesnt take medicaid, so Im going to see her until I find out if I qualify for medicaid, then see about switching to another dr who does take it. Hes really good too. I just like the thought of a woman dr. and none of them take it around here ;(

thank all of you for your recent encouraging posts. Maybe I will try parenting classes somewhere between getting a full-time job, going to school more than full-time, and making doctors' appts. I know the father wants a family, he wants all of this, its just Im iffy if he wants it SO bad that he will nearly kill himself to get it. Right now yes, he is. But will he in a month? Eh, I used to work retail, here in my town actually. The only problem is yeah it pays more than Im making now, but its just not enough. Not to mention that those jobs are far and few between around here, there are only 3 clothing stores here other than Wal*Mart. Wal*Mart will fire you if you call in within the first 60 or 90 days, which i just cant handle because I have to take the first dr appt I can get with my Dr. because she only takes a select amount of patients and she squeezed me in somehow, so therefore I have to take what I can get. I just dont understand why ppl wont hire me? I have 3 times the personality and 10 times the skills that the people that already work there or other applicants that Ive seen! Its just frustrating, knowing that I have allllllllllllllllllllllllll this talent on a computer, and I never get to use it to make money! I saw who a company hired the other day over me, she could barely find the keys on a keyboard, but they picked her because she was a nursing major and Im a Paralegal Major. I wish I had that luck with lawyers. Lawyers here dont want to hire me because they are all fully staffed with people they have had working for YEARS AND YEARS! And I cant get on anywhere else BECAUSE my major is Paralegal Studies! UGH! So frustrating!

Im about 6 weeks pregnant. I havent had any morning sickness. I had a little nausea caused by a smell that was in the air (you may be able to classify that as morning sickness) but as far as just waking up sick or just doing nothing and being sick, no. Instead, however, I have had a cold for about a week! The only problem is mom doesnt understand the fatigue that Im having. I just cant stay awake for long at all. Im going to bed at like 9 pm every night and I dont wake up until like 10 am the next day. Then Im sleepy all day and take several naps. Im just sleepy for some reason. Also, for some reason I can not find a job ANYWHERE! They dont know Im pregnant. We are keeping that secret until I have a job. So I dont understand why I cant find one! Im doing all that I can to look for a job during business hours and do massive amounts of school work in the evening. And sometimes that just doesnt feel like its enough. I am happy that Im pregnant, but sometimes I just wish I could go back in time and redo this entire past year, August to August. I just feel like a complete failure. Not because Im pregnant at all. Surprisingly that has nothing to do with the feelings, but because I screwed up so badly!

I can not take my medications while Im pregnant. BOO I know, my boyfriend just loves that fact. However I manage well. Mom is starting to understand more. My mom is not a bad mother, just has crazy moments atleast once a day. My mom is fully capable of keeping my child....She raised me, and realizes her mistakes. She sees this as a way to start over. to get another chance. She doesnt want to take over. Shes 45, she doesnt want another kid. I dont think they offer parenting classes here. That just doesnt sound like something this town needs. We have close families and instincts. trust me if my God Son's mother can do this, I most definately can do it, and do it better! And yes, the way that green worded her post was just barbaric. "just get rid of it"! he/she is not an it! he/she is a little person! and Im not going to just get rid of him/her. It sounds like she wanted me to just flush it down the toilet or something. absolutely uncivilized.

I WILL NOT GIVE UP MY CHILD! I cant do it! Why should I just give it up when I am the one that caused him/her to come into this world. Its not a mistake, its a godsent miracle. I was supposed to be infertile. What if I gave up my child and thats the last child I could have?? Thats not going to happen. I go to school online, and after thats done I can afford daycare or babysitters. I already have things lined up to be able to do homework until I get my certification. My friend, or mom, or aunt, or grandma, or other grandma/grandpa, is going to keep the baby (in rotation) while I cannot be home with him/her. Since I am a substitute teacher I get discounted daycare too! Also with the baby I will get a Pell Grant to pay for the rest of my college. so all I have to do is just do it. If I run out when things get tough, what does that say for my ability to be a hard hitting lawyer someday. I can not BELIEVE that you would want me to give up my child! I know it sounds selfish, but I created life and I want to watch it grow up. Im 20 years old, there is no reason I cant raise a child. My grandmother did it when she was 15! Would any of you give up your children?? really? Think about that long and hard. I already love this child. My mom and I are planning preparations for him/her already. We arent necessarily planning on the father being that involved. We are not sure if he will ever save the money to come up here to help raise this child. He does not have any family. He was raised in an orphanage his entire life, until he joined the Navy. I dont want to subject my child to feelings of his/her true parents never wanted them and that they are 2nd rate because they were given up for adoption. There are plenty of kids in the system WHO REALLY NEED a good loving home. My child already has that planned for him/her. Why not adopt one already in the system?? My child already has a home full of people who will love him/her, go pick a child whose mother was a crackhead and abandoned him/her at the steps of a hospital or fire department. Please save the children who need it.

Oh I plan on keeping the baby, I just found out Friday night. I havent told my parents yet. My boyfriend and I planned on getting married next year anyway, however this kind of throws a kink in all the plans. I intend on finishing school and everything, its just that Im scared to death!! Im 20 years old! However Im a little excited with the fear

okay, so many of you may be wondering where on earth Ive been, and what Ive been doing? Well it has been a bumpy road to tell you the truth...I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, which I am still trying to find a cheap therapist to really evaluate me again because I really really dont think that I am. I moved back to my hometown due to excessive partying, overspending, and lack of school work. I have to pay for my own college now, which is not a result of losing the money this year, we really could not afford another year at a 4-year university. I am going to finish out my Associates at the community college I attended in High School, I only have a year left, then I can take that degree and hopefully get a job that can help me pay for my Bachelors. I havent given up on my education whatsoever. I moved back to my hometown also to get my life straight, and to chill out with the party scene. I only go out on the weekends, which I only include Friday and Saturday night. Im doing really well with my drinking as far as not doing it as often as I used to, Im very happy for that, I was on the road to alcoholism. Now for the bad...Im very depressed since I moved back, I am trying to get a good job here in hopes of getting back to Corpus Christi ASAP! No real good bites so far but Im trying. Recently I was diagnosed with having multiple, large Ovarian Cysts which I will have checked again in June as well as a cancer test, just to be sure. Im a little scared because I am displaying MANY symptoms of the known cancer symptoms, however that doesnt necessarily mean I have it. I am infertile, but its only temporary, for about 2-3 years, which Im too young to have children right now anyway. Recently, I had the worst weekend in a LONG time, and I just cant help to think it wouldnt have happened had I been in CC. It started Friday night....... Friday night I called and had my friend (Mando) buy me and my friend some beer...Ive known him for about 7 years! And when he got back he charged me an extra 6 dollars for getting it for me, which is ridiculous because he was already at the beer store buying for other ppl, BUT not to be the Bitch, I just paid it. My friend and I went to use the restroom, came back and EVERY SINGLE BEER was GONE, disappeared from the fridge! My best friend's BF and his friend let me have their beer so I was cool, but I figured out Mando took our beer, which is ridiculous! So we are all boozing, having fun, and all that left at that party are the two guys that live there, their friend, my friend and her man, and Mando and I. Im a little tipsy, and when Im that way I dont get mad at anything or anyone, I love the world, so Mando and I are talking or whatever and he's like lets go to my house and grab another CD, I trust him because Ive known him FOREVER, never would have touched me when I was bigger...he made a pass at me and I shot him down. Then next thing I know he gets me in the car and drives off too fast for me to jump out...he took me to someones house and raped me...I fought back best I could without causing too big a scene....last thing I need is the Mafia after me for ratting him out....I cant really do anything about it....ofcourse you all are going to say I shouldve reported it, but gangs here are scary, hes not in one, BUT they would back him because he is mexican and Im white...I have to live here another year, I dont need my life to be miserable, or worse, ended. Then Saturday night, no body knows what happened Friday, nor will they ever, mind you Im still upset about the previous night, the only reason I went out is because I knew he wouldnt be there, someone starts running their head asking me what did mando and I do the previous night....I got pissed off and just said, "absolutely nothing." Then some other guys made some lude comments about women, which pissed me off....I went to another party with other friends and get a phone call that all my old neighbors (whom I lent a lot of money and other items too, they used me til I had nothing left), stole some decorations and stuff off my door in CC....I got pissed off, got into with all of them, BUT it felt so good to let it all out. My Saturday night was mostly ruined.....THEN Sunday I got a phone call from a lawyer in Corpus and they wanted to hire me onto their firm starting at secretary, then moving up to Paralegal! Had they called 2 weeks ago, I would still be in CC and none of this would have happened. Also, I called Dr. Spiegel's office this morning, and Ive got to tell you, they have the worse customer service EVER! I havent been in town, and I need a fill BADLY! Im gaining weight. Im going to be in the area on Thursday, but they couldnt do it, so I was like well, I can wait as long as the 20th of May......they couldnt get me in til June 11! Thats too late, thats a 2 hour drive for me and gas is almost $3 a gallon! I cant afford a trip JUST to get a fill, I had other things to do in the area before the 20th, now I have to make 2 freakin trips! They used to would be be able to get me in within a week or week and a half! Im so pissed and upset about the situation! So there's my life for the past little while, if youve read my previous posts youre probably wondering what about the boys? WELL........I got rid of the bartender, the breakup issue was actually my fault, lol, however it was funny! The stripper and I still talk every now and then, but its strictly that, I had started seeing the bartender's friend (which probably wasnt the best of ideas lol) but had to end it when I left, however he still calls me and checks on me whenever he has time.....AND through the magic of MySpace, a waiter that had flirted with me at a restuarant a little, but I didnt pick up on it, found me and without being creepy told me that he thought I was gorgeous the first time he saw me, and thats why he picked up the table! It wasnt even in his section! AWWWWW! lol He's actually a good guy! I wish I was back in CC, he knows Im not there and he wants me to come back so badly! I want to too. Hes super cute, in the Navy, and so far a gentleman, however they all are at first lol! So there it is..........sorri so long

ummm.....Im Pregnant!