I am so thankful to have seen all of your posts. I have been feeling like a failure and so nervous that I may have done damage that could only be fixed with surgery. I was losing weight slowly, but that was okay with me. However since the holidays (Thanksgiving and really Oct my birthday) I have gained 14 lbs back. I feel like I can eat almost anything and no restrictions. I even had apointment with my doctor right after Christmas, but canceled it, because I was so embarressed. I am going to start the 5 day pouch on Thursday. Wish me luck.