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I don't know show I still show up tomorrow and just let them know that I haven't heard if I was cleared but I just came anyways. im so messed up I don't know what to do.

arrrggg I just called the office and its closed, now what. I have a number to call tonight so I can know what time to b at the hospital tomorrow Im going to call that number and find out if they know anything. how can I not gotten that call im so nervous. ***I called the number but I was told that all they know that I have surgery for 7:30am but they don't know if I was cleared that I have to tlk to my nurse. now what ?

April 9th and very nervous, only two day of liquid preop.

I was told to do only two days of liquids before surgery, and im worried bc I been eating like I normally do and now I feel that I should had tried to do good and not go over board, its to late now but im worried having only two days of liquid is going to be enough but that's what the dr. said. Im still waiting for the the ultrasound of the heart test I should get a call Monday then Wednesday is surgery date. im very scared and nervous. how many day of pre op u have to do ?

today I have had two shakes, jello and crystal light. so far so good, im hungry but doing good. one more day of liquid and then wed at six am is surgery. wow I cant believe its so soon.

went well today, after two hrs I was home, I received a call asking about the surgery date and making sure everything was set, so I guess the ultrasound went well, I asked if it was ok and he said everything was set. I wonder if someone will call me tomorrow. I have to b at the hospital wed at six am.

just got a call from cardiology I need to go see them again, due to abnormal echocardiogram. they wont clear me for surgery until I see the dr. again. this Friday. surgery is the 9th. **I take meds for heart palpation can it be bc of that.

ok, my last meal right now was a salami,cheese,mayo sandwich and a banana, coffee. now for tomorrow to start my liquid diet. I felt I had to eat things today that would not be able to eat for a while. I feel I did a bad thing in eating like I did. I wanted to not do this and I gave in, bad of me, but I pray that all goes well and I will stick with the diet and become healthier. no more over 32 meds. I was taking 32 I stop all the pain pills bc I getting pain shots and went down to 13 health meds and after ill be taking 13 vitamins so a total of 26 pills a day. until my health meds get taken away. I cant wait, then it will b only 13 vitamins for the rest of my life I guess. so my last meals was protein shake, banana, pc strawberry shortcake, banana, poptarts, a bite of hotpocket and the sandwich so that's was my last meal. hope I get the call tomorrow to go in and get my ultrasound of the heart. thank you all.

congrats, your in my prayers, positive vibes.

got the ekg done now they want a ultrasound of the heart so im waiting for the appt date. hopefully my surgery don't b cancel since its on the 9th.

surgery is april 9th. is it ok to be this nervous, bc im freaking out, at the dr. office did another test about how much I know about the surgery and happy to say I got a 100 but im still nervous. I have all my shakes, Vitamins ready and have my stage 3 and 4 food list ready, going aound the 5th to buy everything. been going for walks and doing hand weights and rereading my info book over and over and still nervous. is this ok or whats wrong with me. I feel good about all the research I have done but still cant say that I don't think of something going wrong or that after I wont know how to do the right thing for my new stomach, I am afraid what if I back out at the last minute, it will everything fall into place. im ready, I even have my bag ready. what do u all think.

now need to do a echogram (I think that's wats Its called) so I have to wait for the appt call. surgery is the 9th so I hope im called in. **ultrasound of the heart

im very excited and still nervous, only two days of liquid but thinking of starting Monday giving myself a few days. good luck, to all who is having surgery u all in my prayers.

LipstickLady, wow so true. Rebellious Butterfly, I feel the same. karensdRN, I have to do only two days of liquid but im thinking of starting Monday making it a few days, ima try. Mrs. Whatsit, good luck ur in my prayers.

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pepper123, thanks sandy1363, wow Tuesday, good luck I will have u in my prayers.

tomorrow preop appt, history, physical and anesthesia consult. at 10 and 10:30am

I have only to do two days of liquids. I did gained weight since I lost the 10lb I had to loose but the nut said it was ok, now im worried maybe it wont b ok for the surgeon. so im off to start my shakes again, lose the lb I gained. My preup appt is the 27th at 10am history and physical and then at 10:30 for anesthesia consult.

congratulation, good luck. happy news. I have to do only two days of liquids so 7th and 8th. what about u

I am down to four cans of diet pepsi and I was saying that im going to go cold turkey and just stop drinking soda, omg wonder if I can do this. will update soon. wish me luck ************** Opened the last can at 9:40am 12:02pm still sipping on the soda Ima save the can and put the date on it. At 12:53 finished my soda oh my what now. Update 10:42pm oh man i did bad, I have had three mountain dew, did I messed up I said no pepsi or coke LOL. will try harder tomorrow Thursday: 2;52pm reg pepsi Friday: 9:10am NO soda Friday: 5:22pm still now soda, but im very angry

BigGirlPanties oh ok, maybe that its, Idk bc I haven't received any other email. the info paper don't say anything just whats the shakes.

I just received three cans, after I received an email that it was cancel. idk whats going on.

went and saw my dr. for A1c blood work and all that good stuff, I took all my meds and told her I couldn't take 41 pills a day. she said that since I been going to the pain clinic for cortisone shots that she was taking me off 16 pain pills and watch how everything goes. im happy for that, so I will take the meds if needed. now she wants me to start taking the Vitamins I need for the after the surgery, so that will b a add on of 12 pills (don't like it) and to take the rest of my meds. Calicum carbonate, Multivitamins, Iron, Vitamin d3, b12, Biotin. Prozac, metformin, imdur, abilify, Zocor, prilosec,, Zestril, glimepiride13 pills. I am off Lamictal, Flexeril, sumatriptan, Neurontin, tramadol total of 16 pills. Now to go back and lose the 4lb I gained since I last seen my nut. making an appt today to see her even thou I don't have to I was cleared by my nut and psych, but she said I can go see her anytime if I liked. ok now I need willpower to get back on track.

im not a troll, im serious about this, Im just looking for ppl that I can truly tell my feelings too and not judge me, it makes me sad about this, but its ok I wont post anymore. I have made one good friend here and we do pm all the time. ill stick with her. as for posting diff places its only to get answer. im very sorry to bother u all, I wont do it again. since I was cleared by the nut and psych and got the call about the paper work being send it for the insurance, I been eating all the time now, I just feel that im ok now so I can eat, I was just told by a sleeve friend that they can delay the surgery date if I gain weigh. I was told not to lose or gain to stay the same, and all I do is eat, I was going every two wks to see my nut and psych and now I feel I don't have to see them so its ok to eat. omg I need help I need to get back on track im freaking out that I gained weigh, im going tomorrow to see if I can weigh in and find out. im so sad, upset, angry at myself. as I posted before about meds, and Vitamins, I stop thinking of those and now this is the new issue. I wake up and say ima have a shake, I do sometime but then ill eat and spend the whole day eating. all I drink is diet soda all day long, I don't even drink Water like I was doing, oh why im I doing this, I cant stop Update: Im still sitting on the floor haven't been able to get back up. I reread post, guide book, sit and think about it and still no luck, I stil cant get back on the horse. I have an appt the 27th with my nut and I have gained four lbs, I need to lose them b4 I go c her. every morning and night I keep saying im starting over again, no more junk food, fast food, soda, but it don't happen idk why. I need some willpower some pushing, any help, tips, advice. thanks

my order was just cancelled. hhmmmmm